To Create. To Live

When I Can't Breathe I'm Crying

Why do I cry

Why am I always crying

My chest feels tight

And I can't breathe

I'm all alone

I'm always on my own

I don't know why but nobody likes me

Why don't they like me

Why don't I have any friends

I try so hard

And then I sit by myself and cry

I'm always crying

Always by myself

And I still can't breathe

I work hard

I'm nice

I smile at everyone

And I'm alone

Alone and crying

Like always

I just want to be happy

Even content would do perfectly fine

I just want a friend

A close friend, one best friend is all

I want to breathe

And I want to smile for real this time

Just once

And maybe I'll stop crying

I can't breathe when I cry

For my sake, 

I really hope I stop crying