To Create. To Live

I Tried To Write This Like an Old Fall Out Boy Song

How you wish you could see the stars tonight but your eyes are too heavy heavy with the weight of premature confessions and less than innocent first kisses how you would sing the last line of your favorite songs over and over just to feel what they make you feel your voice was so shy but your touch was so sure and I'd betray the whole world for you to put your hands in mine again if you only knew the power you had over me if you only knew I'd do anything you said maybe you would have told me to stay but I'm just laying here, still wearing your scent and whispering your words over and over wondering why we needed each other and why we ruined each other and if I was as bad a decision for you as you were for me you are so close to me lying so close to me and I wish I could see the stars too so I wouldn't have to look at you and remember that I'm still waiting for you to say goodbye why can't we just say goodbye then again it was always more your style to drag the ending out I used to love you for that now I can only hate you for it just tell me you don't love me so I can walk away tell me you don't want me so I can stop holding you tell me not to love you or else I'll never stop we always said we'd travel the universe but how was I to know we were going different directions until I realized that I can't see you anymore suddenly all the stars are gone and they took you with them why won't you just say goodbye just say goodbye if I can't have you then stop looking at me like I still do the song is over and it's time to switch tracks