i have small lips and lashes but not a small heart ayyyy
woof amarite
my kitty
but in all seriousness im trying to be more positive about myself. i dont feel beautiful, i don't feel pretty or sexy. and i think theres this massive pressure on girls from such a young age to be sexy, we are portrayed as a sexual object and as soon as you reach what 15? its how people see you. but im trying to feel beautiful for me. and for others that don't feel it in themselves too. you should love yourself. bc youre stuck with you til the day you die and even if u feel too ugly, or feel too fat or feel too skinny or 'too' something then just think to yourself who decides what is too ugly or too big? the media, businesses, the beauty industry, the bourgeoisie to get people to buy products to 'fix' themselves.
and the presence of someones beauty doesn't mean the absence of yours. i keep telling myself that. and i dont love myself yet, but I'm okay with myself. hating yourself will only lead to sadness. but accepting yourself can lead to so many opportunities and happiness so keep fighting.
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pondering
Randoma collection of rants and wonderings of life from a younger me. yesterday's me is a younger me. and each minute, i grow older than i was the minute before.