how has so much time passed?
time has flew and now the birds do too. take me with you, why don't you?
17th August i get my alevel results back. 16th of August i turn 17.
how strange! you know they say your problems will get better over time, which is true. they just don't tell you about new problems and issues that arise. college sucks literal dick.
it's saddens me that i thought of it a fresh start. hope, i had. hope, i have lost. what's the point of building yourself back up just to crumble again. into nothing. and they tell you to start again, like it's that easy! what happened to me? i wasted a full year of my life again. and i have nothing to show for it apart from new scars and pictures of new friends made that i have took down and put in a box. because they too, are gone. i feel as though life is forever passing me by.but anyway
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pondering
Randoma collection of rants and wonderings of life from a younger me. yesterday's me is a younger me. and each minute, i grow older than i was the minute before.