Falling inlove in Mystic falls (Part 2, Sequel)

Old habits

I sat in the cellar with a silent ex, Angered that he wasn't saying a word. I knew I was going to snap, It was just a matter of time we went back to our old habits. The thing was, I didn't want Damon to see that part of me.. The part of me I was trying to forget and now here it was sitting right infront of me staring at me straight on. I heard Damon come down the stairs and with in seconds he was in front of me ''For you.'' He said with a devious smirk as he handed me a turkey baster full of vervain. ''Are you sure you want to do this?'' He questioned me, With a sympathetic look. I took a deep breathe and nodded ''Why are you here?'' I questioned Steve calmly. Of course there was no answer, I looked back at Damon hesitant as he gave me a reassuring nod. 'Here goes nothing.' I thought to myself, I squeezed the turkey baster over Steves hand.. Letting vervain drip on him. A painful scream left his mouth, That was the first time I ever heard him scream like that and It hurt me. I spun around on my heels, In shock at what I had just done and how I was feeling about it. A shocked Damon stood there, Obviously taking pity and sympathy for me. As if he felt bad for me having to do this, I walked towards the cellar door.. Giving up. ''She could never hurt me.'' Steve spoke coldly. I whipped my head to look at him, His green eyes seeing right through me. I dropped my gaze to the floor, Not wanting to see Damon's expression.. In a flash I was in the parlor.

I heard the cellar door close down below me, And with in a heart beat Damon was behind me. I bowed my head in disappointment for myself, Holding back the tears ''I can't do this.'' I spoke softly. I hoped Steve couldn't hear me, It would make him thrilled to know I gave up. Damon rubbed my shoulders and spun me around, My eyes melting into his. ''Its ok.'' He hushed me, I wrapped my arms around him and leaned my head against his chest. After what happened with Damon and Elena, I started doubting the possibility of Damon and I ever being a real couple. Then I remembered, I was as shady as he was and here I am not able to hurt my ex - Who hurt me beyond repair. I was trying to forgive Damon, And move on from what happened.. I believed him when he said it wouldn't happen again, The thing I was worried about was Elena.

Damon handed me a glass of whiskey, I didn't usually drink; Actually I despised alcohol most of the time - But today was an exception. ''Thank you.'' I said genuinely as he sat down on the couch beside me, Putting his arm around my shoulders. I put my whiskey down on the table and laid my head down on his lap, Damon moved my hair out of my face as I let out a low yawn. With in seconds I was fast asleep.