Bad Influence

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I woke up before Matt for a change. I'm as surprised as you are. I really missed Brad, and Louis. I had not talked to Louis in ages. I had called him a few times over the months, but we had lost contact. It was really sad to be honest. I loved Louis, I really did. And I knew if he saw what sort of mess I was, he would be so sad. He would not forgive me if he ever found out. I could see him look at me, with this huge disappointment in his eyes. If there is one person I never want to let down it's him. I don't care if my mum or dad finds out. Yes they will be disappointed, but it'll be nothing against the look in Louis's eyes. That is why he never could find out. I looked up into the ceiling for a while before I looked over at Matthew. "Hey Matt." I said. He did not answer. "Oh my god, is that Brad Pitt in his underwear?!" I yelled. Matt's eyes flew open. "You motherfucker." He told me as soon as he realized I lied. "Sorry, I had to." I told him. Matt shook his head. "That is taking it too far Petite." He said. I laughed. "Come on it was time to wake up. Pluss I'll make you breakfast before we leave to shop for my party tonight." I said. "Did you invite my cousin?" Matt asked. I smiled. "Of course I did." I said. Matt laughed.

"So you and my cousin." Matt said as we were driving to the mall. I looked at him. "Again I'm sorry. It just happened." I said. Matt shook his head. "It's not that. I'm just wondering. What are you doing? I mean, I know Donny can handle this. But you can't. What if he has sex with someone else?" Matt asked and met my gaze. "Eyes on the road." I said. "Answer me Angel." Matt said and moved his gaze back on the road. "I'd be fine with it." I said. Matt pulled over and stopped the car. "Angel." Matt said and looked at me. "What?" I asked. "Donny told me that he had sex with this girl last night. He texted me while you were wrecking Brad in FIFA." Matt said. "Oh. Well good for him." I said. Matt looked at me. "That is it?" He asked. "What?" I asked. "Well. I just thought you were in love with him or something. It seems like you guys are in love." Matt said. "Look Matt. I care about him, a lot. Just like he cares about me. But we're not in love. I have sex with different guys, and he can have sex with different girls and guys." I said. "Fine, I'm just checking." Matt said. "Just drive." I said. I was okay with Donny having sex. I really was, I just did not know how to feel. "You don't seem okay." Matt pointed out. I smiled. "It's because you don't have the radio on. It's killing me here." I said. Matt laughed and turned on the radio. We sung along to every single song. Matt was a really good singer.

"Alright, mall here we are." Matt said as he stopped the car. "Alright. We have a shit ton to buy and not much time to buy it." I said and got out of the car. We spend about an hour just getting party decoration, and that was Matt's fault. He could not decide on one thing. "Alright, now we need food and drinks. You get the alcohol, I'll get the food." I said. Matt nodded. "I'll see you in a bit Petite." He said and left me. I got every thing I needed as quickly as possible before I started to look for Matt. He was flirting with some dude when I walked over. I rolled my eyes and smiled. I knew better than to ruin it for Matt when he flirted. So I did what I always did. "Oh my gosh! Matthew!" I said in a high pitched happy voice. Matt turned around and looked at me. I gave him a huge fake smile. "I can't belive my eyes! You're really here. I have not seen you since we met at the library." I said. Matt smiled and turned back to the guy he was talking to. "I'm so sorry. Very embarrassing for me. I read at the library for blind kids some times and this is little Annie's big sister." Matt explained. "Oh I'm so sorry. I did not realize you were with someone. I'll leave you alone. But it was so nice seeing you." I said with a smiled. Matt smiled back. "Say hello to Annie for me." Matt said. I nodded. "She'll be so happy." I said before I left. Matt mouthed a thank you to me. I winked and waited for him by the check out.

"So did you get his number?" I asked as soon as Matt walked over. "Yes I did. Most thanks to you, wing woman." Matt said and smiled. "Hey, you would have done the same for me." I said. "Yeah. Let's get the hell out of here. We have a party to start!" Matt said as I paid for our stuff. We sang along to every song in the car on the ride home, but I still could not shake the thought of Donny sleeping with someone else out of my head. It was not like I was in love with Donny or anything, or that we were dating, because we were not. I just could not belive he would sleep with someone else. Yes I had slept with a few guys, one of them being Brad, so I was not some holy saint. But Donny never did have sex with other girls, he would always call me if he was in the mood for something, and vice versa. So why did he not call me this time? "Are you still with me Angel?" Matt asked. I looked over at him. "Yeah, totally." I lied. Matt raised an eyebrow. "Let's get this party started." I said and got out of the car before Matt could say anything.

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