Bad Influence

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I spent most of my time in my room the rest of the week. Matt hang out with me a lot. I told him he could just hang out with the other boys, but he knew I needed him. That is one of the many reasons of why I loved Matt. He was always there for me, even if I said that I didn't need it. He knew me, and he knew that I needed him right now. "Alright Petite, you can't be depressed for the rest of your life. I know you miss Donatello, but honestly woman, Liam still exist and he's here and into you. So for the love of God, go and fucking talk to the man!" Matt said. I looked at him. "I'm not fucking around Petite. I get that you're heartbroken, but Donny isn't here, Liam is. Now take a breath, and go talk to Liam." He said. I sighed. I knew he was right, and that was so fucking annoying. "Why can't we just stay in and watch a movie?" I asked. Matt shook his head. "I have a date, and you should get one." He told me. I raised an eyebrow. "You have a date? With who?" I asked. Matt smiled. "That's a secret. I want to see where this is going before I start telling people." Matt said. I nodded. "So here's the plan. I'll go on my date, you'll go talk to Liam." Matt said with a smile.

Liam was making dinner when I got out. "Looks who's out of her cave. Where is your friend?" Liam asked. There was something different with his voice, it sounded like the times he got jealous when we used to date, but it couldn't be that. Liam should know that Matt is gay. "He's going out. What are you making?" I asked.  "Just some pizza, I'm about to add the pepperoni and stuff." Liam said, he was not looking at me. I defiantly knew something was up when he didn't meet my eyes. "And I'm off. Have fun you two!" Matt said and gave me a hug and a kiss on the top of my head. "You've got this." He mouthed to me before he left. I looked over at Liam. I took a breath. "Care to make that a vegetarian pizza?" I asked. Liam turned and looked at me. His brown eyes were a little shade darker, like he was mad or jealous. "You want to join me?" He asked and raised his eyebrows. I nodded. "Yeah, we haven't spent that much time together, and so I figured we should." I said, I was half rambling about how nervous I was. And I didn't get why. Sure I had some confusing feelings about him, but I needed to figure them out before I could do anything. "Sure, I'll just put the pizza in the oven then." Liam said. I nodded.

We ate in silence, it was this uncomfortable silence, that I'd never experienced with Liam before. Sure I'd had a lot of these, but never with him. I looked over at him. I knew something were bothering him, and I wanted him to tell me. I bit my lower lip and looked down again. When did this get so hard? It had never been like this with me and Liam before, never. I could always talk to him about anything, even after our break up when we met again. We didn't have this silence then, even if I hated him. "Angel?" Liam asked breaking the silence. "Yeah?" I asked. "Can I ask you something?" He asked. I nodded. "Are you, you know, hooking up with Matt?" He asked. I looked at him. "Seriously Liam?" I asked. He nodded. I couldn't help but laugh. Liam looked shocked. "What?" He asked. I took a deep breath. "Why are you even asking that?" I asked. Liam shrugged. "Are you jealous?" I asked. "What? No!" Liam protested. I smirked. "You're so jealous." I said. Liam rolled his eyes. "Fine, but so what if I am? I'm not the one who is jumping from one guy to another guy." Liam said. I looked at him. "Really Liam? Why do you even care?! It's not like we're dating. And Matt is gay, just for your information." I said my voice raising. Liam looked at me. "He's what?" He asked. "Matt is gay, he likes boys." I said. "Oh." Liam said. He took a slice of pizza and refused to look at me. "Liam?" I asked. He looked up. "Yeah?" He answered. "Why were you jealous?" I asked. Liam looked away. "Liam?" I asked when he didn't answer. He met my gaze. "Remember when I told you why me and Dani broke up?" Liam asked. I nodded."Well, she broke up with me because she thought I was in love with you. And she wasn't wrong because I still do have feelings for you. And seeing you so happy with Donny and Matt made me jealous. Because I wanted to be with you, even if they made you happy. Yes you deserve to be happy, but I want you to be happy with me." Liam said. I was in shock, but I smiled. "Are you sure?" I asked him. Liam nodded. "And I know you might not feel the same way because of Donny." He said. I could tell he was afraid I would reject him. I stood up and sat down next to him. "Liam, you are absolutely a big idiot. You might even be a bigger idiot then you were when we where 14." I said and gave him a little smile. Liam gave me a confused look and I rolled my eyes. "I've been jealous too. I fucking hated Danielle, and she hated me. I was jealous because she got to kiss you and hold your hand, and of course I wanted you to be happy, but it just sucked. And I didn't have the right to be jealous because we were never dating, but fuck it, I was. And of course I still have feelings for you. That's why we drifted apart, I got feelings for you and you were in a committed relationship to Danielle." I rambled on. Liam was smiling when I stopped to take a breath. "I guess we're both idiots." He said and I laughed. "You might be right. You still can't take a fucking hint though." I said. Liam just rolled his eyes. "Shut up." He said. I smirked. "Make me." I told him and he leant in. I closed my eyes as Liam closed the gap between us. The kiss was so sweet, and full of love. It was like kissing him for the first time. Liam was so careful and sweet, and I had missed it, I had missed it so badly.

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