Bad Influence

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"I still can't believe you did that!" Liam said while laughing. "Hey, I was not going to give Donny any reason to call me a pussy." I said and joined him. Donny laughed as well. "Wow, you sure had a crazy time in Paris, no wonder you miss it." Liam said before he took another shot of gin. "Yeah, well. I don't remember too much of it. Some night I can only remember half of." I said and poured myself another shot. We had found Louis's alcohol as well. We had asked him about it (he was watching a movie with Zayn) and he had told us to take whatever we wanted. We had decided on another gin and a bottle of tequila. "So Payno, why did bitchy dump ya?" Donny asked. Liam shrugged. "Something about me not being as into her as she thought and something about me being in love with someone else. She honestly didn't make much sense, I really really liked her. But honestly, who the fuck needs her? She's stupid." Liam said. Both me and Donny nodded. "Cheers to that." I said before I downed yet another shot. The other two boys joined me. Liam looked at the time. "Oh man. It's like two already. And I have to be in the studio tomorrow, we're going through what songs are on the album and stuff." Liam said with a sigh. "That blows, but we better get to bed anyways. Do you think Matt will come back or is he to busy flirting with Niall?" I asked Donny. "He'll probably spend the night there, just like he has spent the entire night there for the past week." Donny said. I rolled my eyes. "I hope that Niall at least is bi at this rate, Matt does not need another rejection in his life." I said and Donny nodded. "Well, I don't know what Niall's sexuality is. We've never talked about it." Liam said. "I sort of hope they end up together." I said. "Yeah, Mile is the new ship, it's my OTP!" Donny exclaimed. I laughed. "And we're off to bed." I said. Both boys nodded. "Good night Liam." I said and gave him a hug. "G'night babe." He whispered before I let go and walked to my room with Donny.

Matt's P.O.V:

Louis and Zayn were half asleep on the floor, while Niall was taking another sip of his second beer. "When are you going home?" Niall asked and looked at me. I knew I was just staying here for a short while, and that he was straight, but man, he's cute. With that blonde hair, and those blue eyes, and that smile. His smile really reached his eyes. And his laugh, that loud beautiful laugh. I guess what I'm trying to say is, Niall Horan is a beautiful human being, and I think I'm starting to fall in love with him. And that sucked. Not only as Niall straight, but such a pure, innocent(at least he looks innocent, even though he's not), and I was a 100% sure he wouldn't like me, I can be a mess. "Hello? Earth to Matthew?" Niall said while waving a hand in front of me. I snapped out of my thoughts. "Oh right, what was the question again?" I asked. Niall chuckled. "I asked when you're going home." He said. "Oh, right. Well I'm leaving in three days." I said. Niall nodded. "That sucks. And I'll miss ya." Niall said. I smiled. "Awe Niall, I'll miss ya too. I'm going to find myself a new positive Irish man when I get back home." I said. Niall laughed. "I'm the only Irish lad you'll need." He said with a little wink. I smiled a little. We sat quiet for a while before Niall opened his mouth again. "Matt, can I ask you something personal?" He asked me. "I think we're at that point in our relationship, so yeah." I said. Niall took a deep breath before he talked. "How did you tell people you liked guys?" He asked. This question took me my surprise. Niall looked so scared and so innocent. I gave him a reassuring smile. "I've always known I was different. I would look at guys and think, oh they're cute. At first I thought that was normal because I was a child, but I realized it was something more as I got older. And I needed to be sure that I was gay and not just bi. So I kissed a girl, and despite what Katy Perry might have said, I didn't like it. So I kissed a guy, and even though that turned out to be a massive joke, I still enjoyed that kiss. So I knew I was gay, and I knew I had to tell people. And the wasn't very easy. My parents didn't support gay people and I knew that. And that really stressed me out, but I just took a deep breath and told them. And they were so supportive and amazing. They even joined all of this gay parent clubs." I explained. Niall looked at me. "Deep breath?" He asked. I nodded. Niall looked at me for a while before he closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "Matthew?" He said. I looked at him and he opened his eyes. "Yeah Niall?" I answered. "I'm gay." He told me.

Niall closed his eyes again. It was like he was waiting for me to shout at him or something. I just sat there, in shock. Niall opened his eyes again. "H-how long?" I asked. "For as long as I can remember." He told me. I raised an eyebrow. "I started to think something were off when I was about 14. I had this crush on a guy called Sam. And I didn't like it. My family have never told me that being gay is wrong, and they've always told me and my brother to be ourselves. But it always felt wrong to me. But I had this crush and then one day Sam tells me that he's in love with me and I kiss him. And we ended up dating for a while, but I never told my parents. So Sam dumped me. And I started to date this girl just to prove a point. But we broke up jut before X-Factor. I told her it was because of the competition, but it was because I didn't like her in that way." Niall said. I nodded. "But I slept with Angel, I guess she told you. And that was because I met up with Sam, and he was engaged and I got wasted and slept with her. I told her the day after that it didn't feel right to me and that I was sorry." Niall continued. "I know. Angel told me. You're a good guy Niall. And there is nothing to be ashamed of. Trust me." I said and gave him a reassuring smile. Niall nodded. He then looked at me for a while. "What?" I asked. Niall didn't respond. "Niall?" I asked, and that was when he crashed his lips into mine.

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