Not All YouTubers Are Human {1}

Holding On

This is an Author's Note, and I know I promised you guys that I wouldn't post any of these, but I just need to say something. I'm in tears right now, and I made paper stars so whenever I feel upset or depressed, or alone I would just put one in the jar. Well there's being more and more added this week, and I'm adding one tomorrow for tonight. I feel like I'm becoming depressed, and I'm scared and I'm trying my best to hold on to the small shreds of happiness I have left in my life.

All my friends are making new friends and I'm afraid of being alone forever and never having someone in my life. It's common for a Capricorn, just read some of the books about us. I'm not writing this for attention or sympathy, I'm just explaining. So expect again, slow updates as I try to figure out my emotions. I don't know who to talk to, I don't have many friends and I'm a very shy person. I can't tell my parents, they won't understand.

Thank you guys for taking the time to read, and I hope you understand.