Drifting Back [Fanfiction G-Eazy] Book 1

Rehab for the Soul

Gerald POV

They wouldn't clear her to leave the hospital till the day before the tour. The only way they even agreeded to let her go was if a nurse came along till the withdrawals completely stopped. Though at times they seemed never ending. Every few hours for the first couple days she would tense, almost breaking out into a seizure till she was given a small dose of the drug. She hated it more than anything. She would beg not to be sent into its bliss, but they refused to let the seizures ride out their course. Afterwards she would lay there and catch her breath, wiggling her fingers till she was satisfied sensation wasn't taken away from her. She had to be so strong through it all. I couldn't tell her, but I was still doing blow almost constantly. James knew, he could tell just by the jitters I would get right after my fix. Yet he didn't say a word about it and merely shook his head.

" You ready to go sweetie?" I was pulled from my thoughts as my mom helped Danny into the wheel chair. Moving was sometimes difficult for her, after all she'd been paralyzed for weeks.

" Yes.... I'm so ready to sleep in a real bed." I chuckled as I carried her bag, my mom pushing her wheelchair down the hall and into the elevator.

" Well tomorrow at 11am sharp it's time to hit the road and see the world."

"With a bloody nurse up my ass." She huffed slightly.

" Well the doctor taught all of us how to supply the medicine so maybe she won't stay for long."

"I don't want the medicine... It's not even medicine." D sighed and looked to me. I took her hand and gave it a squeeze.

"Too bad. I'm not letting you get brain damage D. The doctor says it's the best way to handle this issue." She didn't answer and merely glanced at me before looking away. The crowd of people took pictures and asked questions the moment we got outside. My mother and I now helping Danny walk to the car since we'd left the wheelchair in the lobby.

"Daniella! Will you be going on tour?!"

"How many free passes does G-Eazy get since he's a major rapper?"

"Eazy! You going to the award show tonight?!"

I slammed the door and took a deep breath. Danny didn't, maybe even couldn't look at me.

"What award show?"

"MTV music awards. Britney's song you got me on went really went and they want us to perform."

"Ah.. Well take a lot of photos for me." She looked at me with a small smile. She was exhausted just leaving the hospital.

"You don't wanna come."

"I do, but I really don't have the energy babe." I kissed her temple before giving her hand a squeeze, the driver of the SUV heading to our house. " Is there a after party?"

" Yeah, but Marty just wants me to make an appearance then go."

"Well when we get home I'll help you pick out some clothes. I know you have to be on the red carpet early." I laughed softly before nodding. She was my world. I say was because I was about to fuck it all up tonight really good. We got home, she picked out a red silk shirt and I managed to pick out the rest. I started to button it but she took my hands. "Trust me... Leave it unbuttoned you'll get a lot more attention." I laughed and sat on the bed, pulling her down with me.

"I wish you would go." I held her face in my hands and placed a kiss to her lips. She only moved away moments later to grab the sunglasses we seemed to always fight over off the night stand.

"I wish I was physically able to go... But these... These will make sure I'm with you." She slipped them onto my face before grinning. "Yee!"

"Yeee!" I laughed before placing my lips to hers, James strolling right into our room.

"Car is here bro, leggo!" I sighed softly and kissed her again.

"I'll see you tonight babe."

"I will see you later. Love you Ger."

"Love you too D." I smiled and walked out of the room. Of all the nights we could have shared I love yous. Marty and James came with me though we went our separate ways at the red carpet. Picture after picture was taken with Britney. Finally we were let inside and settled in our chairs. Danny had texted me a picture of the tv.

D: you look handsome ;)

G: I would have looked better with you by my side x

I admit the night was like a dream. The performance was staged perfect. Though if only Britney didn't lip sing. It was then that I turned away from being Gerald. I was G-Eazy. The party guy. The guy who gets all the women. We headed to the club, James getting lost with Marty while I drank. Danny wasn't a thought once the coke was introduced. I didn't know someone would be filming. Truth be told I didn't even remember seeing someone film me doing a line of coke off of some girls chest and tits. For real, fuck Snapchat. Whoever invented it, just fucked me over.

"Ger?!"
"G?!" I was barely conscious when James smacked me across the face. I blinked a few times before James tugged me up and dragged me outside with Marty. "He's fucking out of it."

" Fuck off! The fuck man, let's go back inside."

" No we're going home. You're going home."

" Then just one more hit." I whined all the way to the car. James sat beside me and typed away on his phone. My world came crashing down that very moment.

"Bro, you're all over the internet. You're a fucking idiot."

" It was just blow."

" No, it was blow, a whore, and a lot more." It was then that I came through a little more and looked over to my brother. I ruined his night, everyone's night.

"D?"

"What about her?"

" You gonna tell her?"

" She already knows G." Marty said from the passenger seat. "She's the one who called and asked how you were doing.... She told us we needed to find you and get you safe."

" Fuck." I mumbled. What had I done.