Drifting Back [Fanfiction G-Eazy] Book 1

Fear

Daniella POV

Suzanne and Ellie had come with me this fateful day. It was last second that Ellie joined, but she was the closest thing to a sister for me. They made me change in a hospital gown, my heart thumping in my chest as I looked at my xrays on the wall.

"Honey?"

"Danny?"

"Huh?" I blinked a few times, looking to my two strong supports. Suzanne stood and walked over hugging me tightly.

"It's gonna be okay you need to relax."

"I know... I'm sorry I'm just super nervous." I took another deep breath, Suzanne let me go once the door opened, the doctor walking in with her clip board.

"Morning miss Evans. How are we feeling?"

"Scared." I laughed awkwardly before laying down, she then began hooking up the mwny monitors then iv. I slipped back into my own personal hell. My eyes glued to the iv in my arm. " No... No... Take it out... Please."

" Miss Evans calm down... I know of your past but this is merely fluids... See?" I looked wide eyes at the bag, she was pointing to the words, though they made no sense. " Now... I see in your records your body had a addiction to Succhinylcholine?"

" Yes?"

"Do you want to be administered it to relax?"

"No I want nothing to do with that... Just put me under quickly." Another weak laugh escaped me before I laid down and closed my eyes. My veins warmered slowly.

" Miss Evans count down from 10..."

"10...9...8....7" bliss.

"D!" I blinked a few times, sitting on my bed in my dorm, munching on the pizza I had just ordered.

"Ger?" His name left my lips as I wandered to the window and poked my head outside. A pale face with short brown hair grinning up at me. The snow made his form shiver. "O my god, get up here!" I rushed over and pressed the buzzer, unlocking the front gate. Before long he was upstairs wearing nothing but short sleeves, jeans, and converses. " What were you doing out there?!" I helped him tug off his shoes once he was sitting on my bed. Quickly I began to cover him up before laying on the blankets.

"Some... Fuckin... Girl kicked me out... Well now ex girlfriend."

" Maybe if you stopped dating and fucking every moving creature this wouldn't happen." I sigh passed my lips as I brought his shaking form next to me. "Relax Gerald... The world isn't just about fucking and being experienced."

"I know... You tell me this everyone but I never seem to learn." A laugh escaped him before I kissed the top of his head. This was us, the most dysfunctional friendship. I was his shoulder to cry on when the girls and him got bored. The girl that has gone unnoticed.

"You call moms?"

"Nah not for awhile... She asked about you last time."

" Yeah... I told her I would visit. When I visit my parents graves. My aunt and I haven't talked at all. For real though Ger your mom has been there for me through all the shit."

" Yeah well when she lost Melissa you were there for all of us."

"Cause you all are like my family." I laughed slightly before catching his gaze. A look I had never seen direct at me before. It was as if in that moment we clicked. We laid facing each other when he brought his hand to my cheek and gently stroked it with his cold fingers. My breath caught in my throat as his lips approached mine. "Ger..."

"Shut up Danny." He laughed slightly before kissing me softly. The first kiss was like the first ever hit of cocaine. Intoxicating and leaving you wanting more. I slipped under the blanket, his cold limbs tangled with mine own. Yet that's all we did was kiss, but we knew. We knew now what was between us. Our long time friendship turned into the deepest romance. It all blurred together now.

I was wandering down the hall to Gerald and I's apartment. The giggles were almost a giveaway. Yet I wanted to pretend they were coming from somewhere else besides our place. I was choking on air. My hand gripping that knob as I shoved the key in, then click. His naked form under the blankets, head between her thighs. She gasped and stared at me. Gerald tugged the covers back, looking at me as if I was a ghost.

"Whose there baby?"

"I swore I saw someone." He chuckled and kissed up her body before I heard a small child running down the hall. He quickly tugged up the blankets, laying beside this brunette woman.

"Daddy! Daddy! I had a nightmare." The young boy jumped onto the bed, Gerald sighed yet I couldn't hear it anymore. I sunk to the floor, tears sliding down my cheeks before I screamed. It all blurred together again. His hair slicked back as he sat in the grass beside a grave.

"Hey D... I hope it's beautiful up there because you deserve the best... I fucking miss you." He choked, brushing his hand along the stone. I was sitting there staring at him. Tears sliding down my face. "I love you... I can't love anyone like I loved you. Fuck I can't even stay clean... I hope I just fuck up and I'm over there with you..." Sobs passed his lips. A golden band on his finger, married. Not to me. I was dead. Gone. Gasp.

I shot up, my chest burning with pain, I was safe. Sitting in the dark of a hospital room, Suzanne's iconic Gerald like snores filling my ears. I scrambled reaching for my phone, dialing the one person I needed right now.

"Danny? It's like 3 am in the bay... What you doing up?"

" Gerald... I love you." It came out as a cry. Then a sob. " I had... I had a dream I died... And just know I fucking love you." I heard him curse under his breath.

"Baby girl I love you too... Get some sleep okay. I'll see you soon. Moms tells me your surgery went great okay. Relax. I love you..."

"From the bay to the universe?" He chuckled as a small laugh escaped me.

" Yeah, from the bay to the universe D."