Buried Words

A walk under the moon

Walking on a road,
All alone, with no one to hold
But this solitude I what I want
This is an obsession that no one could understand

I continue to walk in the middle of the night
Enjoying the sight of the bright moonlight
Letting my thoughts disappear like the people in the street
Because this thoughts of mine is something I shouldn't spit

Every night is just like this
A time where I can rest my mind at ease
Even I'm alone, it's still a paradise
A paradise free from the other's eyes

But this night become different because of you
Seeing someone like me is something new
I saw you walking on the other side of the road silently
And I was shock when I felt something that there's more to see

You're walking alone just like me
For the first time,there's someone like me who also want to be free
We're both tired to face those fake people
We're both tired keeping the strength of our wall

Maybe that's the reason why I can't take my eyes off of you
Because I know that you suffered a lot from what you've been through
I know that because I can feel that we're the same
We are tired of those people who set us to burn in flame

But there's something about you that I really need to know
I want to know how you manage to go with the flow
Because it was hard for me to do nothing if I see something
It was hard for me to go with the flow and let go of everything

I can see how you accept those other people who appeared in the dark
And let them go when everything fell apart
While I push those people from the dark to leave
Like what should the sinner do when she met the snake with lies to give

All of my question has been answered when they disappeared
Because i can clearly see your flowing tears
I didnt know what happened next
I just realized that i'm beside you in a few secs

I walk with you silently in the dark,knowing your heavy steps are lost
Your body knows how to move but your mind and eyes dont know where to cross
So without inhibitions, i pulled you to crossed to the other side of the road
And make this walk worthy of your time like the worth of the gold

I let you walk into my path
I let you see what I hid from the people that appeared in the dark
While you let me see the tears in your eyes
And the fact that you're not okay from what they give in your life

I stay by your side and guided every step you take
I did everything to prevent you to make mistakes
I was so busy on keeping my eyes on you
I forgot that I have to keep my eyes on myself too

When other people from the dark appeared,you accept them again
And it hits me,I dont have the right to stay by your side unlikely them
They have the right to talk to you because you choose to
While I pulled you when I know that you don't know what's the right thing to do

My intentions maybe good but I still used your weakness to be near
I'm a opportunist, a human that don't have the right to be one of your peers
I want to cling to you but I know I don't have the right
Why would I have the right to be with you if I don't even have the right to see the sunlight?

I'm tempted to tell you the story of the girl who should have never exist
But a big part of me tells me that I shouldn't tell about the girl's beast
Because her story is not like what you used to hear from the others
Her story was the snow of everyone's bright summer

So I walk away, I can't tell how she hides everything to everyone
Because you will know why I walk under the moon, not under the sun
And just like the other people in the dark,I disappeared
Without knowing if you shed a single tear