Buried Words

Stranger

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I knew what I felt towards you

I knew that I care too much when it comes to anything that you do

For me, that feeling was too foreign

That feeling was the combination of happiness and pain
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Happiness because you make me smile without a single word

Pain because of the deafening whispers of yours that I heard

Those feelings had never been able to eat my heart at the same time

But declining those feelings felt like a crime
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So I decided to let those feeling eat my heart

Ignoring the fact that you will be the one who will tear me apart
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I was too naive,my feelings are not the only one that is stranger to me

There's something about you that I didnt see

I didn't see that you're a stranger just like the feelings you gave

Because I thought I knew the real you by the way you behave
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But knowing the real you was just a thought of mine

I was wrong because you're a stranger to my paradise that I originally design
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wew.