What Does It Mean?

Lost In a Narcissistic Carcass

He no longer cares about your heart.

Even from the start.

His emotions were faked and you had no choice.

You felt yourself fall and damn you were wrong.

He was just playing your emotions like a fancy tune.

But he let go too soon.

His jokes make you laugh.

His heart makes your own bleed.

You want to scream at him, "I AM HERE."

But he turns, as if he can't hear.

It's been years,

since you had a good conversation.

But who cares right?

He's just a guy.

A guy who made you cry and who made you want to die.

But you don't understand.

Why does he effect you?

Because you were in love.

You believed it to be true.

But the fact of the matter is that he never wanted you.

He wasn't the only one, there had been a series.

Each boy you'll like after him will just hurt.

And since your blood has turned curt,

you wear the past on your shoulders, a shirt.

Not only did this boy once love you but the boy after didn't.

You felt abused and yet again you let yourself fall.

He was amazing, he was the one for you.

But he was just your friend, as always.

Now you sit at home, hoping that he texts, begging for his attention.

But of course it doesn't come.

You're too much for him.

And suddenly you fall.

You fall hard.

When will this pain and suffering end?

Never because you let it happen.

Stop.

You can control your emotions.

Become hard.

Don't fall.

Only find what you want, no one else.

He doesn't matter.

No longer get lost in narcissistic carcasses.

Find yourself someone better for you.

Joy Only Exits when Love is real.

Real Appreciative Youth will help you.