What Does It Mean?

Forget

Is it easy to forget?

Those little things that you'll forever regret?

Is it easy to leave?

Just because I'm not as perfect as you want me to be?

My friends know what I have done,

yet none of them have acted so dumb.

You treat me like I'm not even here,

you never even shed a tear.

You learned to not love me all by yourself.

You took the powerful love we once had and put it up on the shelf.

You forgot.

I'm sure those hateful feelings you let stir hit the spot.

You blame me for us falling apart,

but it is you with the icy heart.

You let your madness consume you,

let the hate out do you.

So what am I left to say?

I'm no longer going to try and sway,

the emotions you desperately cling too.

Guess now I can see the real you.

You want these emotions so you don't sink into the blame.

But you pushed them onto me, what a shame.

I spent a year with you, why did you leave so quickly?

Even the though of once happy memories can make me sickly.

You lost the love...

You claim you want to work for the above,

yet you act nothing like your grandfather teacher.

You are anything but a preacher.

I don't mean to cut too deep with this poem...

But the way you act now truly shows him,

you'll never be like him.

The chances you'll ever see him again, slim.

You have treated me so poorly you entire attitude has changed.

I wish I could take back your emotions and give them to someone less estranged!

You metaphorically abused me.

The fact of the matter was in the end you used me.

You wanted a family, something I wanted to provide.

But then I went and wanted to die!

Taking away the baby and made you cry!

How was I not suppose to lie?!

I wanted to provide you the happiness that you sought...

But in the end, you just forgot.