What Does It Mean?

Broken?

One, two, three times now...

I keep trying to silence it but I don't know how.

It's rage, sadness, and hate all boiled in one. 

Every emotion weighing down on me, a ton. 

I love you, is it so blatant...?

That you risk telling me who tainted?

"Oh I love you, but like her!" Means everything!

Like a piece of my heart string,

being teared and played like Beethoven's piano.

Everything's a mess in my mind,

but I've got to spare him the time. 

He's over it, she's done.

But why do I get the feeling that the emotions have won?

My hearts pounding just to fall...

And this broken emotions coursing through are the worst of all.