Our Steamy Mistake

CHAPTER 15

Nitong mga nakaraang araw, I spent an awful lot of time thinking about nonsense things, so I've decided to distance myself from Tristan.

I don't think it's a good a idea to think of him everytime I get a chance to and also, I don't think it'll help me get rid of my feelings for him.

Yes, this girl whom he called a slut is pathetically and hopelessly in love with him.

Maybe it all started when I began to see his true colors. It may look like he came from the place where the devil lives but trust me, ibang Tristan ang nakikita ko.

It started when I got sick. That day, he cancelled all his appointments just to take care of me but when I asked him about it, he just told me that he's just granting granny's favor.. well, I don't think so.

I texted granny that time and asked her if she happened to know that I passed out but she was clueless! She even told me that Tristan doesn't informed her about it.

Tristan, why do you have to lie? If you're concerned about me, admit it. Pasabugin mo naman ang obaryo ko kahit minsan lang.

Sa totoo lang, he might seem like a douchebag all the time but once you get to know him, he's a real genuine prize.

Even an asshole has a soft side, too.

Kaya naman sa opisina o sa bahay man ay doble talaga ang pag-iwas na ginagawa ko sa tuwing magkakasalubong, magkakalapit o magkakadikit kaming dalawa.

Pakiramdam ko kasi, napapaso ako sa tuwing malapit siya sa akin. At alam ko naman na hindi 'yon tama. I shouldn't feel this way, right?

When something is wrong you can't do anything to make it right, I have to stick with that.

Pakiramdam ko din naman, hindi napapansin ni Tristan yung pag-iwas na ginagawa ko sakanya.

He doesn't seem to be a tad uneasy about the things around him, he's not bothered about my cold treatment towards him, even.