Like, it's just so hard because my heart is telling me to fall in love because this time it's worth it..... It's gonna be different because he's different.... But I don't want to fall because I always hit the cement with him long gone.... He's able to just turn off his emotions with no problems and what if he just does that too me when I've already started to fall? I'm just so done but at the same time I'm so ready.... I keep getting closer only to push him away and I'm trying to limit myself but I need him..... I don't want to need him.... This is so bad.... He says that he's not going anywhere and that he's mine but I just don't know...But maybe I just need to finally have a relationship where we both know that we won't and can't last but we still care about each other because we both still need each other to hold on too...... I know I need him but I don't know if he needs me...
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PoetryThis is the tale of emotions gone rogue. They stole a depressing '69 Mini Cooper Country Man. Denial is driving. Anger is smoking a cigarette in the passenger seat. Identity is nowhere to be found. The red flags are in the trunk. Okay, not seriously...
