I'm tired
I'm numb
I'm stressed
I'm depressed
I'm apathetic
It's not my fault
That I'm angry
It's not my fault
I have no friends
It's not my fault
That I feel disconnected
It's not my fault
That I have no hope
I just want to sleep until I feel better
It's not my fault
That I want love
But can never have it again
I hate you
Can you comprehend that?
I
Hate
You
For what you said to me
For what you did to me
For what you didn't say and do
You fucked me up
You bastard
I loath you
Every fiber of your being
I hate you because I don't love anymore
Not him
Or her
Or anyone
I regret so much
And I try to move on
But I cannot
And do you want to know why?
Because a mistake that life recking
A mistake that large
Tore me apart
I've got a hole inside of me
Born with this void
You made it hard to destroy
And now I die slowly
Built with a heart
That's always been broken
Incinerated by you
You're
Nuclear
You were addictive
I drink
The alcohol
Of pain
I can drink and drown
But somebody pulls me back out to suffer
The alcohol of pain is oblivious to all
Back to zero
Here we go
Why can't it end
Pain is my friend
YOU ARE READING
Believe
PoezjaThis is the tale of emotions gone rogue. They stole a depressing '69 Mini Cooper Country Man. Denial is driving. Anger is smoking a cigarette in the passenger seat. Identity is nowhere to be found. The red flags are in the trunk. Okay, not seriously...
