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I'm sad to the core

That's how bad and often I've been hurt

My soul has been eternally damaged

I'm sad to the core

I'm going to die

I'm going to die, die, die

I'm vulnerable

I'm a robot

I'm not lovable

I'm going to die emotionally

I'm going to die mentally

I'm scared

I smile throughout the day

I cry throughout the night

I laugh throughout the day

I hurt throughout the night

Maybe I should suffocate myself

Or maybe I should overdose on pills

Maybe I should drink until I ache

I'll try suffocation

Just slow and clouded death

I wonder if I'll be happy then

No I won't

And it's all because I'm sad to the core.

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