Everything around me makes me feel so distant
Like no longer am I here
Everyone I see had somebody
But it doesn't feel that way to me
Sure I've got friends, family, and a guy
But none of that replaces what I feel when I'm alone at night
The darkness doesn't even want to accompany me
I'm all alone, just me
I hate everything you've made me feel
Now nothing has any appeal
My tears don't even want to stay
They always run away
Lying here alone
I wish I was dead
And it's all because of you
If you were here I know that I'd be okay
I can't even escape you in my dreams
I don't miss you
But I swear
You're everywhere
I want to die
I want to die
I want to die,die,die.....
I have no choice but to be alone
Damn it
I fucking hate you
I hate living
I hate my thoughts
I hate myself
I'm so Goddamned motherfucking lonely
It's all your fault
And you know it
Fuck!
Just kill me
I'd do it myself
But I don't want to go to Hell
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PoetryThis is the tale of emotions gone rogue. They stole a depressing '69 Mini Cooper Country Man. Denial is driving. Anger is smoking a cigarette in the passenger seat. Identity is nowhere to be found. The red flags are in the trunk. Okay, not seriously...
