Even after a day with sunshine
Even when sometimes the sunshine is prolonged
I still manage to feel like the night
Evasive
Silent
Deepening
Depressed
I don't get it
Why me?
Why do I have to be so sad
I used to be my exact opposite
Out going
Warm hearted
Social
But I've been sad for so long
That it's forever ruined me
I can never be happy
When I seem to be improving
I get brought back down
By something unknown
The numbness
It's taking over
It goes away for only so long
I've been numb for so long
That I wish for pain
I wish for heartache
I wish for feelings of severe anger
I want something to make me cry constantly
I want something that makes me so sad that I don't eat
I want to feel hate
I want to feel
Anything but feeling numb
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PuisiThis is the tale of emotions gone rogue. They stole a depressing '69 Mini Cooper Country Man. Denial is driving. Anger is smoking a cigarette in the passenger seat. Identity is nowhere to be found. The red flags are in the trunk. Okay, not seriously...
