Shocked

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I was angry

Because I could imagine her

Being used

Being taken advantage of

That's my girl you're touching

But I guess she wasn't thinking of me

When he was in her throat

I don't know why I wasn't enough

But that doesn't matter I guess

Maybe it wasn't even a matter of my love

But what caused her to give in

I feel a little used

And I know I've done it before

But we've gotten over the past

Right?

We wouldn't be in the present if we didn't

So let's talk about now

I'm angry because he used you

And I told you they would

I'm angry because I feel like I mean less to you

I'm angry because at the very moment I was thinking about you

You weren't thinking about me

But thinking about how good he felt in you

I feel really hurt

I'm not gonna lie

It's whatever I guess

How was it?

Was it worth it?

Was it all you wanted?

I sure do hope so

Because I thought we were still committed to each other

I don't know what he said

That was so enticing

But I assume it was better

Than hearing "I love you."

Come out my mouth

I don't know if you expected him to say it

To feel it

Too like you

I have no idea what was going on

I probably sound like an asshole

But you weren't thinking about what my voice sounds like saying "Moonlight"

I LOVE YOU

Okay?

So why did you need him?

I don't want you for your body

I want you for your heart

But I guess you don't want me anymore

We broke up so you can work on this

Did we breakup for nothing?

I'm still hurt either way

I never thought

Never dreamed

That something you would do

Could hurt me

But I'm hurt

So tell me

Did you wish it was me?

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