Manan Something Beyond Infinity

Part 22

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Manik pov

I love you!!!

I love you Nandini!!!

I love you soo much!!!

I kept chanting these words while breaking down everything in my room!!

Why?? Why?? Why??

Why me??

Why I can't express my feelings?

Why? Why can't I?

I kneeled down on my knees. Palmed my face and started crying vigorously.

"Arrhhh" I shouted in my loudest voice!!

Hearing my screams, my friends barged into my room.

"Manikkk" Cabir screamed my name, tried holding me.

"Manik!! Stop it!!" Cabir kept screaming my name.

I fisted my hands so tight that it started becoming white void of even a drop of blood. My palms. My wrist. My hands.

Cabir tried opening my fist but I was stronger than him.

"Dhruv!! Abhi!!! " Cabir shouted, still trying to open my fist.

"Manik. What's wrong with you?" Dhruv and Abhi shouted in union while entering my room.

All three tried opening my fist but I was too adamant.

I deserve this pain.

This pain is nothing in front of the pain which I gave my Nandini.

My angel!!

Who was begging me to answer.

Who was begging me to stay.

Who was begging me not to leave her alone.

Who was begging me to love her.

The love which she deserves.

And what I did.

I left her!!

I broke her!!

"I left her. She was begging me to stay but I left her. I gave her pain. I deserve this." I kept on repeating my words without even paying attention to what my friends were saying.

Thud!!

My left hand went towards my left cheek and held it where Cabir had slapped me.

"What is wrong with you? Have you gone mad or what? What the hell are you doing?" Cabir said in a furious voice.

"I left her cabir. She told me she loves me and what did I do... I... I left her. She cried in front of me and I couldn't even wipe her tears. She begged me and I couldn't console her. She broke in front of me and I couldn't grab her in my arms. I did nothing. Nothing. I so bloody hate myself for this. I so hate myself. Now I can't even face her. I gave her so much pain. I can't go in front of her. I can't." I started crying hysterically palming my face.

"Manik stop behaving like a moron. Manik if you behave like this. If you break like this. Think about Nandini. What about her? She doesn't know anything about herself, about her existence. Her whole life has been a lie till now. Every single thing." Dhruv said placing himself comfortably on the arms of the couch.

"Go back to your nandini manik. Make her realize how much you love her. How much you care for her. We all know you can't express your love in words but you can do that through your actions. Show your concern towards her. Make her feel special. " Cabir said leaning towards the wall with his hands folded around his chest.

"No, I can't. I can't go back to her. I need to stay away from her. We need to stay away from each other. Being with me she will only get her pain in return, nothing else. I will not go back." I said looking towards the dark sky, controlling my tears.

"Stop being a coward manik," Dhruv said.

"Forget it Dhruv. There is no difference between him and those fucking bastards who use and throw girls for their own use. It's all fake, his love towards Nandini. He never loved her." Abhi said in a provoking manner.

"Just shut the fuck up. JUST. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. Whatever I feel for Nandini is not fake and don't even compare me with those bastards. My love for Nandini is real. Dare you call it fake." I shouted on top of my voice, holding Abhi's Collar.

"Really?? It's not fake. Then why are you leaving her alone in the most difficult phase of her life? Why are you leaving her when she needs you the most. Why are you punishing her by staying away from her just because she told you her feelings? Just because she realized her feelings beforehand. Why manik?" Abhi said in a frustrating tone.

Is Abhi right??

Nandini!!

What was her mistake?? She needs me the most right now. And look at me. I ran away from her. I need to be near her. I need to protect her. I need to be with her now and forever.

"Manik go to her. Don't push her away. Don't make her and yourself suffer. With time she will understand you. Don't lose her. And don't let those fucking bastards take advantage of this situation and expose her to our world in the worst manner. Before they use her in the most terrible way, go get your Nandini." Cabir said in a calm and composed tone.

Yes, I need to get her. I can't let them take her. I can't let them snatch her innocence. I can't let them harm her.

I nodded my head looking at my friends with a smile on my face and hugged cabir which eventually turned out to be a group hug when Dhruv and Abhi joined in.

I love them a lot.

Without them I am nothing.

Nandini!! I am coming!!

Your love is coming!!

I moved out of my room and headed towards Nandini's house where I left her all broken and shattered.

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