Manan Something Beyond Infinity

Part 20

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"Manik thank you for coming into my life and for making it so beautiful," I said looking at him wanted to pour out my feelings to him. I wanted to tell him everything about me.

He immediately looked at me.

"Please never leave me," I said with teary eyes looking into his.

"I will never leave you Nandini. Please don't cry." He said wiping my tears.

"You know from childhood no one loved me. I always use to crave love but no one was there to give me love." I said looking towards him while Manik was busy caressing my face, comforting me, putting my hair strands behind my ear.

"You know mom and dad always use to fight. They even use to physically abuse each other forgetting that they have a daughter, four years old watching all this." I said remembering those days I wiped my tears which were falling from my eyes.

"This went till ten years. For ten years I use to watch them fight. They never had time for me. Whenever they were at home, they use to fight or lock themselves into different rooms and I always use to stand on the staircase watching them."

I looked at Manik.

Then intertwined our hands and spoke looking at it.

"I always use to wait for them to come home. Love me. Take care of me. Forget about all this even if they would have looked at me once also. I would have been happy but they never did. They never cared about me. I was nothing to them."

I started sobbing loudly. Manik immediately took me into a bone-crushing hug, rubbing my back to cease my pain. I hugged him tighter. Tightening my hold around his neck. Trying to hide me into him. Manik didn't speak a word because he wanted me to let out everything. He never stopped me from crying instead he just kept wiping my tears. I rested my head on his chest, snuggling more into him, and continued.

"I was fourteen that was the first time I saw my dad drunk. He was not in his senses. He use to break whatever used to come in his hands. Once he even pushed me so hard. I trembled down the stairs and blood started oozing out from my forehead."

I pointed towards my forehead where I got hurt. Manik leaned forward and kissed my forehead where I pointed.

"I am fine. It was my luck that I was standing on the 4th stair that day because of which I didn't get a serious injury." I said looking into his eyes. He again leaned forward and kissed my forehead four times on the same spot where I got hurt. I gave him a confused look.

"You trembled down from 4 steps nah that's why," he said looking into my eyes. His eyes were deep and I could see worry, concern for me. Thank you so much god for sending this angel into my life.

Thank you so much.

I kissed his heart and rested my head on it, listening to his heartbeats.

"And my mom (I chuckled at that thought) didn't even care if I get hurt or if I am afraid of darkness. She always use to come with a different man every night to have sex with them for pleasure and for me, she never had time even if I had a fever or did not have my food. She never cared." I said crying silently wetting his vest.

"Where are your mom and dad, Nandini? I never saw them since I met you." Manik spoke in a low voice.

"I don't know. They never tell me anything. Whenever they want they use to get out of the house and return after weeks." I chuckled a bit thinking about them "And you know what's the irony here. Every child waits for their parents to come home but I don't. I feel happy not seeing them. I feel relief when they are not at home. "

"Nandi-" I cut him in middle.

"I love you Manik. I don't need anyone till you are by my side. I don't need anyone. Just be with me that's enough for me." I said snuggling more and more into his chest making circles on it.

"The love I craved for Manik, I always got that from you. I cannot live without you. I love you so much Manik and I want you. Please make me yours." I said all this looking into his eyes.

I didn't want to lose him. I wanted to surrender myself to him completely. Before he could reply I smashed my lips on his, kissed him with all the love I had for him.

I want him.

I want him to make me his.

I want him to complete me.

I wanted him and me to become us.

I wanted his assurance that he will never leave me.

But wait...

Why is he not responding to the kiss?

I broke the kiss and looked at him.

His eyes were...

Blank...

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