Eros - Passionate Love (COMPLETED)

Epilogue

Masarap ang bawal.

We always thought about that line when we're too engrossed with the idealistic thrilling feeling of wrong. That we didn't care about the essence of right.

Nagmahal lang naman ako. Anong mali dun?

Loving is not wrong. The wrong is that you gave too much that you lost your worth. Loving shouldn't be giving your all and play all the cards you have.

Anong mali sa pagmamahal?

It becomes wrong if it's lie, selfish, incest.

Incest.

Love can only be wrong if it's incestuous.
Incest is a crime. An unforgiven sin. Incestuous relationship is forbidden. Incest shouldn't be exhibited like it's a normal thing. But immorality should be comprehend.

I stood up half awake when I heard my baby's crying.

With a half open eyes I walk through my daughters crib.

" Hush, Dekareigh. "  I softly rock my daughter as I put her on my arms. And hummed a lullaby,but her cries never stopped.

" Babe, let me handle her... "

Napalingon ako kay Agape ng nagsalita ito. Lumapit ito sa akin na bahagyang kinukusot ang mata galing sa pagtulog.

" I can handle this. Just go back to sleep.. " I softly said before giving him a peak kiss on his lips.

I know he is tired. I am too. But the thing is, kakatulog niya pa lang at alam kung maaga pa siya bukas.

He glared at me like he's an annoyed toddler.

"  No. Let me handle her. Go to sleep. Maaga kapa bukas. Makinig ka sa asawa mo. " He demanded making me roll my eyes.

" Fine. " Maingat na ibinigay ko sa kanya ang isang taong gulang naming anak.

Pinanood ko siyang hinihili ang anak namin.

" Now, sexy ass wife. Go to bed and sleep. " Ani nito bago ako hinalikan sa noo.

Nagbuntong hininga na lang ako at sumunod sa sinabi niya.

Such a bossy husband.

I didn't know I was still capable of being love.
I'm a total sinner for pete's sake. All saint and angels will not look at me because of my over flowing sins. I have no place in this world.

But I never thought God was too good to me for having Agape, again.

I hurted him not once. I've cheated on him not just twice. But still, here he is. After so many years had past. Accepted and love me beyond my flaws. Ever ending.

He love me not because what I was. He love me because who I am. He told me that I'm worth it. He never let me feel I'm worthless.

He was there. Always. I've loved him before it's not possible to love him again. And I know I  can't bare to lose him again. Cause he got my heart, already.

I might say Rast was my true love. But I know Agape is my one great love. If loving Rast was the fiercest game I have faced. I know loving Agape again and again is the most magical thing.

I know better now. I've learned my lessons.

Hindi dahil may mga taong alam mong kaya kang bigyan ng mapanibagong manandaliang  bagay ay makakalimutan mo ang mga taong mananatili at marunong mag bigay importansya sayo.

I'm not saying that Rast didn't give me importance. I know he did great on that. The only thing he can't give me is the freedom to think for myself.

He was greedy enough to not let me decide on my own. If he love someone he'll do everything just to have it. And once he had it by his hands. He'll manipulate it and be his forever. That's obsessive.

That's what I realize all along without him. That I forgot to think of myself because I was too haze by the kind of love he gave. I thought we had was love. But it ended up to be just licentious.

The passionate feeling that he gives me blinded me for knowing the truth and lies. The right and wrongs.

As it always says, Time heals.
And yes. Time heals it is. It didn't take me apace to move on and let go that fast.

It took me years to heal from the wicked taboo love. And before I know, a forbearance love already took me.

Agape.

My forever great love. Great love comes with great timing it is.

Naramdaman ko ang paglubog ng kama at mayamaya ay may brasong yumakap sa aking bewang.

" What are you thinking?" Agape whispered.

I shifted so that I can face my good too be true husband.

" Just thinking how lucky I am to have you.. " I sincerely said without breaking from his eyes.

He caress my face and give me a heart warming smile. Freeing the butterflies in my belly. Causing my heart to beat erratically.

"  I love you.. " I whispered to him before giving him a kiss.

I will never get tired saying to him how much I love him. How much I am thankful to have him.

He was the fire that keeps on glowing in a stormy night. Keeping me warm beyond the coldness. Trying to fight to glow even the raindrops killing him.

I felt his left arm wrapped on my waist and the right one made its way on the back of my head supporting it and deepening the kiss.

" I love you too.. " He whispered as he trailed a kiss on my jaw and neck.

He put butterfly kisses on it making me giggled with the ticklish feeling.

"  Agape!" Tili ko ng bahagya niya akong kiniliti na parang gigil na gigil.

Pero bago pa man ako makasigaw ay sinakop ng bibig niya ang  bibig ko dahilan para mapaunggol ako.

My eyes shut when his kiss deepened . I can feel the tenderness and love the way his lips link on mine passionately.

He held my hand and place it on his chest. I can feel his heart beating with mine, beating with the same pace and intensity.

He nibble my lower lips before letting me go. I was breathless as I caress his face and look at his dark brown eyes full with devoted love.

His love taught me how to value self worth. His love taught me it's not too late for everything. His love taught me that you don't need to open your legs for someone you love to know they love you too.

Making love is not a way of saying I love you.

Because the true passionate love is not about the sensual mating. It's about the sensual loving feeling you can give to your partner by just looking at there eyes.

Passionate love is not about flesh to flesh interactions. But a mutual feelings.

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Hooray!!  * dramatically cries*

First ever story I have finished. Lol. Magcelebrate sa first time kung makatapos ng story.

So before anything else I would like to say my sincerest Thank you and I love you to all the readers of Eros.

From 10 reads to 5k reads. This won't happen without your support guys.

Salamat ate Ruth, kay Author Marco, kay Bes, sa mga nagcocoment, nagvovote at nagsasayang ng oras para basahin ito. I hope na may natutunan kayo kahit wala. Lol

Pero maraming salamat talaga.

Sana po suportahan niyo ako sa 2nd book ng Book of Love Series which is Agape's POV.

Btw, sa lahat ng #AgaCel shippers wag magdiwang ahahhahah. Walang forever ..

Again. Thank you for reading, voting and commenting 😘