*7 years later*
"well THANK YOU GUYS! SO MUCH FOR WATCHING. if you like it: PUNCH THAT LIKE BUTTON IN THE FACE, LIKE A BOSS. AND high fives all around WAPISH WAPISH. WELL THANK YOU GUYS AND I will see al you dudes IN THE NEXT VIDEO!" I turn off my camera and save the footage from today's happy wheels video.
A knock echoed through my door.
"COME IN!" Signe walks in with a smile and hands me a book.
"Hey baby, I found this book in the attic while I was looking for the Halloween decorations, I though you might want to see it since it was from 7-8 years ago." She said softly as I brush my fingers over the cover reading the words that say 'Journal Log. Sean William McLoughlin'
"Thank you babe." I say as she kisses me on my temple.
"I'll leave you alone since it seems personal, I love you."
"I love you too!" I say as she hops on out.
The book lays in front of me. taunting me with memories of old times. Do I dare read it?
Of course I do.
I open it and polaroid pictures of everyone fall out, photo booth strips are wedged between some pages, and on the final page, a large array of colored messages lay there for me from everyone.
'I'll miss you bro, don't do anything I wouldn't do! ~Felix'
'When i'm of age, i'm sorry if you get weird gay midnight drunk calls from me. I hope you and Mark get better soon. ~Arin' I kept reading and reading even though I should be working,
but there was one that broke me:
'I'm sure you haven't touched this book in years. I screwed up. My sense of memory has turned to shit, i'm not gonna sugar coat this, I don't know if i'm going to remember you. But I hope you promised to remember me, not this douche me, the me that you had when everything seemed perfect, because that's how I want to be remembered. I miss you already, and even if I things have turned to shit, you'll always have a special place in my heart. I want the best for you and the best future, and I hope you find someone who loves you like you loved me, I hope you find the happiness you deserve. ~with douche filled love, Mark.' I feel my heart ache all over again just like it did 7 years ago.
My computer chimes, it was Skype. Weird. no one ever messages me, I don't even have many friends on Skype.
I open the message.
Markiplier: Hello Jack! It's Mark, a fellow YouTuber, I had recently watched one of your videos and would love to do a collab with you sometime soon. If you would agree to do so, feel free to Skype me!
Markiplier? As in the YouTuber? As in my ex boyfriend and friend Markiplier? I don't believe this for a goddamn second.
I press the call button faster than sonic can run. And I sit there, staring at the screen, listening to the call tone, waiting.
Soon a man with red hair pops up on screen and smiles.
"Hey! i'm glad you've taken me up on my offer, you seem like a cool dude to play games with!" I glance and do a double take and even clean my glasses to make sure i'm seeing and hearing all of this correctly.
"M-mark?!"
"Well. I mean. I don't go by anything else. That is my name!" I stare for a but, my heart races, after all these years.
"I haven't seen you in years, not since high school..."
"Do I know you Jack? Am I supposed to? High school is a huge blur after an incident that caused my memory to be absolute shit." My heart sinks. He's being genuine about this, he doesn't remember me.
"No no. It's um. I would love to take you up on that collab offer!"
"Great! Saturday, that is the day we should record, if that's okay with you."
"Of course!"
"Well. in that case. talk to you Saturday!"
"Bye." He hangs up and I slump in my chair and just out of nowhere, I begin to cry. I hear a knock at my door again.
"Sean. Are you okay? I could hear you crying from the next room over." Signe slowly opens the door and pops her head in. She looks really concerned. "You can tell me anything baby. What's troubling you?"
"I wasn't sure when I was gonna tell you. But I think now is a good time as any. I don't want to hide this anymore."
"What is it?" I inhale through my nose deeply. I wipe the tears from my eyes. And I let out a big sigh. I take a moment to gather myself before I spoke.
"Flash back to high school, Mark and I dated. Bitch comes along, one thing led to another Mark got a severe cranial injury leading to the memory of us to be long forgotten. Now here I am. Bisexual, and proud." Signe gives me a reassuring smile and holds me close and hugs me.
"I don't love you any less. I'm here to support you."
"I just got done talking to him. and it turns out he doesn't remember me at all." I feel the tears start to well again in my eyes.
"It's okay baby. At least you're talking to him again! You can get that friendship back, you can make new memories. Sure it's gonna be rocky, but you're one of the strongest people I know, and I know that you can get through this."
"yeah." She takes a step back and looks me in the eye and smiles. She kisses me and I feel better again.
"Better?"
"yeah."
"I love you Sean."
"And I love you Signe. Thank you for always being there to help me."
"Don't need to thank me, I do it because I love you."
I smiled. This is a new brighter chapter in my book. I have a lot ahead of me now.
THE END
A/N:
wOo! That was a wild ride, wouldn't you agree. Is it bad that I managed to make myself cry while writing this?
Okay so at the start of this, I had only 60 followers, I said if I reached 100 I would do a Q and A!
Well we far surpassed 100!!!! So, I'm doing a Q and A guys!
For one week, you guys can comment any questions and as many questions as you want and I will answer them!
See you guys in a week, and thank you again for reading my shit!
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