Niall Horan Imagines

Divorce Pt 2...

N I A L L

She has been gone for one month, 9 days and 274 minutes.

I never thought a heart could actually break, but I'm afraid mine has completely shattered.

Just the thought of not having her by my side is enough to set me off. Everyday is different, somedays I fire into full blown rage and some days I fall into the deepest pit of despair.

There hasn't been a second that she's not the one thing on my mind. No matter how much I wish she wasn't.

She's supposed to come by to pick up the last of her things. I can't be here when she does because I know if I am she will she see how broken I truly am.

I sit up, off the bed and walk towards the bathroom. Hopefully a steaming hot shower will be able to drown my thoughts even for a few minutes.

I hop into the shower and I immediately feel a huge weight being lifted. The scorching water hitting my back feels so relaxing and I can feel my body come alive.

My heart and soul do not.

.

Once I'm fully dressed I notice how much of a mess my room is. This urge to get rid of the mess grows. I make my bed and collect a few papers that are scattered over my nightstand and open the top drawer to stuff them in.

When I open the drawer I notice a cream colored envelope with my name written on it. The memory of receiving this letter floods my mind and I can't help the smile that tugs at my lips.

I set the papers I hold aside and grab the letter. Opening it so carefully, afraid I might tear it.

Mr. Horan,
I hope that when you're reading this you realize just how much I love you.
From the day I first laid eyes on you I knew you would play a very important role in my life. Your blue eyes captured mine in a way only you know how. You make me feel loved, cherished and wanted. In these two years we've spent together I've learned so much from you and I can't wait to learn so much more! I can't fathom just how fast my heart beats when I'm next to you. You've shown me the true meaning of love and I don't know why god belives I deserve you but I'm glad he does because I know for a fact that you've made life worth living. I still can't believe today has come, I'm so utterly thankful to have you by my side and I can't wait to spend the rest of our lives together.
Sincerely,
Future Mrs. Horan

Tears run down my cheeks as I finish reading the letter. My chest clenches in agony as I know that we won't have the future we planned together.

I wish I could just fall asleep and never wake up just so I could take all this pain away.

A sudden knock came to my door and I instinctively took a hold of the closest thing next to me.

"Niall are you in here?" Her voice both calmed me down and made the pain even worse.

She opened the door and our eyes locked. Just like the first time...

She looked tired and the shine from her eyes was gone, yet she still managed to look beautiful in my eyes.

Her gaze fell to the floor, "I'm sorry for barging in. I didn't know you would be home. When I heard a noise I thought that maybe---" She stayed silent for a few seconds as I waited for her to finish. "Forget it. I just came by to pick up my stuff. I'm sorry for disturbing you." A single tear slid down her pale face.

"(YN)." I croaked, just above a whisper.

She turned back to face me and I sat up off my mattress. "Please stay." I continued.

Her eyes were illegible and I had no clue what she was thinking.

Instead of responding she took careful steps towards me and she placed a hand on my cheek. As if on instinct I leaned into the warmth her hand radiated.

"I miss you." she whispered

My eyes lit up as I was filled with something I thought had been completely lost.

Hope.

We locked eyes once more and neither of us could hold on any longer. We both leaned onto the hug that had been way to long overdue.

The smell of her hair filled my system as constant sobs spilled from hers.

I held on tight because I never wanted it end . I held on tight because I knew I had never stopped loving her. I held on tight because I was afraid she would be gone the instant contact was lost.

"Please stay." I repeated.

Cliffhanger! What will you say? What will you do? lol I'm sorry but please vote and comment so I know you want a part 3!
~AusllyDirectioner