Why Would You Do This?

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(Niall's POV)
I knocked on her door, looking like a mess but I didn't care all I wanted was to get her back. Most girlfriends would freak out and punch a guy in the face after what I did. But (YN) didn't, she was the nicest person I had ever met and even after I broke her heart, she was still polite and just asked me to leave the house that day. Somehow her acting that way made me feel even worse, for some reason I just wanted her to yell at me or something, anything really!
She opened the door, surprised by how I looked and the fact that I was there. Before she could close the door I walked in, she didn't say anything. She guided me to the couch and we sat down.
A storm of awkward silence stood above us, yet nothing felt more comfortable than to be sitting next to her.
She broke the silence, "Why, why would you do this to me?" I could here heart shattering a little more but mine was just as bad, maybe even worse. She kept talking, "All I wanted was to get over you, but it seems that I can't and then you come making it even worse." After hearing those words escape her mouth, I can't take it anymore, I start bawling my eyes out because lately that seems to be the only thing to releave any built up tension inside of me. I couldn't help myself, I took her hand into mine, wanting to feel the warmth of her palm once again.
She stares at our hands, and asks the dreadful question, "Why did you cheat on me?"
*Flashback*
The boys and I were on tour and they wanted to go to the club while we were in London. I wasn't doing anything so I agreed.
This girl came onto me, I was drunk, but not wasted. I still had total control of myself, yet I still did it. Knowing I had a wonderful girlfriend at home waiting for me to get back from tour.
I woke up next the girl whose name I had no clue of and quickly retrieved all my clothes and ran off. I was so ashamed and I knew I would have to tell (YN), no matter what happened.
*Flashback Over*
"I dont even know" I responded shamefully
In that instant she begins to cry and let's go of my hand.
"But I do know why I came back. I came back for you, I came back for us. I don't want to lose what we had (YN). It was the best thing that has ever happened to me. " I say
"Well you sure have some way of showing it!" She says while standing off the couch
"I know I don't deserve you but I've been miserable without you! I miss you so much and I love you!" I say
She begins to walk away and i waste no time in grabbing her by her arm and turning her to face me. I see the tears rolling down her face and I can't take any of this anymore. I cup her cheeks, and stare into her beautiful eyes. I wait for permission but after seeing no change I can't wait any longer and crash my lips on to hers. Those lips that I've desired for so long. Those soft, rosy lips I've missed so, so much.
Shes frozen for the first few seconds but then obliges, she kisses me just like when I use to come home from my long tour. I wasn't complaining because that's exactly what I wanted her to do. I loved her so much, and I was such an idiot to hurt someone so amazing.
We both pull away, panting for air. I lay my forehead against hers and I could see a little smile tug at her lips. It made me so happy to see her smile once again, "you are so beautiful when you smile." I say and she just chuckles.
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Heyyy....well here ya go, and please please please keep reading + voting. Your votes really help!!!
~AusllyDirectioner

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