You Can't Have Kids...

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I sat at in the cold and lonely doctors office waiting for someone, anyone really, to come and just tell me my results.

Niall and I had talked about having kids and after 3 years of being married we realized that we were ready to settle down and start a beautiful family!

*Flashback*
"I want him to have your eyes and maybe my hair!" I stared at his face waiting for a reaction from Niall.

"What makes you think its going to be a boy?" He teased playfully

"Well I just assumed..." I grinned nervously

"Awe babe!" He cooed as he pressed his lips against my temple, "I meant...what if its a girl?" He whispered

"You want a girl!" I smiled excitedly as I cuddled into his chest

"Yeah! She's going to be as beautiful as her mother..." He whispered just as he came in close to give a sweet kiss

"You know..." I pulled away, "the baby isn't actually a thing just yet!"

"Well I think we could change that!" A smirk appeared on his lips as he climbed over me.

"Oh yeah?!" Let's just say, that night we began to try to make a baby!

*Flashback Over*

"Mrs. Horan?" The voice of a young doctor drove me out of my slight flashback

"Yes? Are the results back?" I asked, a little nervous

"Yes. I'm afraid it isn't good news..." My heart sunk as the words left her mouth

I felt the tears begin to form and I knew that soon I wouldn't be able to hold them in.

"Your sterile, I'm sorry." She slowly grabbed my hand and gave a comforting squeeze before leaving the room to give me some time alone.
How was I going to tell Niall? We were both looking forward to having kids together. This is a disaster...

...

"So what did the doctor say?" Niall asked as he gave me a welcome home peck

"She-" What was I going to say, "She said the results wouldn't come back until next week." I whispered, avoiding his gaze so he wouldn't read through my lie

"Okay. I'm sure everything will be fine!" He assured oblivious to the truth.

...

Its been 3 days and the truth is killing me inside. The look on his face and the way his eyes light up made my heart ache knowing that his dream of having kids would never be fulfilled.

"Princess?" I heard his Irish accent yell from the hallway before feeling his weight making the bed dip beside me.

"Niall, I need to tell you something-"
He cut me off with a passionate kiss

"How about we give that baby thing another try?" He said as he pushed me backwards, my back slowly touching the mattress.

"Niall, I need to tell you something!" I broke away from the kiss

"Can't it wait?" He groaned against my lips

"No Niall! Its can't!" I persisted

"Okay." He sighed as he adjusted himself besides me, "Whats so important? Tell me, I'm all ears!"

A sudden lump formed in my throat, and a knot formed in my stomach, I had to tell him, okay (YN), just come out and say it, I'm sterile!

"You're what?" He looked confused

"I'm sterile Niall, I can't have kids..." I looked at the ground too afraid to look up at him, fearing any negative reaction.

"(YN), how? Why would you do this?" How dare he blame this on me. He knew becoming a mom was a dream of mine, I didn't choose to be sterile.

"Its not something I can control Niall!" I spoke in disbelief

He stood up from the bed and began to pace back and forth.

"Niall. I know how you feel! But we need to have each others back and sup-" I began

"No (YN), you don't understand! You ruined everything!" He screamed before running out of the house

I couldn't believe him, didn't he realize that I was hurting too. My heart broke just remembering the words leaving mouth, the tears streaming down his face, how could he say that?

TUN,TUN,TUN!!!! Cliffhanger...lol hopefully you like it so far! What do you think will happen next?
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