Niall Horan Imagines

Issues About Your Weight...

AN: I struggle with weight problems, so to anyone going through the same thing, just know that it more important to look beautiful for you and not for everyone else.
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I starred at the mirror, my muffin top looking the same as always, fat and ugly. I knew I had been gaining weight but I didn't know it was getting this bad, and it didn't help that my mother kept reminding me every second of my life.
"You have to lose weight! You're gaining weight!" I knew that already and I didn't need her reminding me all the time.
Maybe that's another reason why I hate doctors, they always remind me that I'm over weight.
I'm trying to lose weight, I really am, for Niall. So I can be worthy of having a boyfriend like him. I'm sure he would prefer a skinny and beautiful girlfriend instead of me and for that same reason I'm trying as hard as I am.
In my case food wasn't a comfort, I didn't eat when I was sad. I ate because I liked food, all the different varieties, they're all like an obsession for me. I eat and there is so much in the fridge and it all looks so good...its a real problem. So no matter how much exercise I do it won't have any affect on me if I keep eating the way I do.
Still starring at my reflection in the mirror I was abrubtly interrupted by Niall's voice, I pulled my shirt down and turned only to be faced by the most gorgeous boyfriend a girl could ever ask for.
"Honey, what were you doing?"
"Nothing...why?"
"I saw you standing here infront of the mirror again." He seemed sad
"I was just fixing my hair!" I tried to play it off
"I know that's not true, honey please stop torturing yourself, you're gorgeous the way you are!"
"Thanks Ni." I said trying to move on, "so how was your day?"
He still wasn't having it but he was willing to give it up for right now," it was great, another song recorded for the studio!" His eyes glistened as he spoke about the new album, I was so happy to be able to be apart of this wonderful journey of his!
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I got home, did a little house cleaning and quickly started up my workout video. It was difficult but it had to be if I wanted to change quickly. I was doing some burpees following along to the blond on TV. She had a perfect body, a body Niall would probably prefer to mine. I worked harder, my heart was beating a mile a minute, I had to work harder... I had to-"
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I woke up, only to see two beautiful blue eyes looking at me. "(YN).. You're awake!"
"Niall, where am I?"
"You're in the hospital, but calm down, you're all right!"
"How did I get here, all I remember is working out and then everything goes blank!"
"You worked out to hard." He stayed silent before speaking once again, "why?" He asked in a whisper
"Why what?" I asked as I brought his trembling lips to my own, he had begun to cry. I hated to see him cry especially when it was because of me.
"Why do you push yourself, so hard?" He asked
"I'm sorry..." I said before crying as well, "I just wanted to be perfect for you, I know you deserve someone better looking with a better body and I know I can be that person, if I can just shed some pounds ..."
"Princess, I met you like this and I fell in love with you like this. You have no reason to change because I think your beautiful just the way you are!"
"Awe, Niall, I love you!" I said as I hugged him
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I still work out but its not for Niall anymore, its for myself. Its better for my health and it has had an impact as to how I view myself. I love the way I'm looking and even though there is still a long way to go, I'm happy with the result so far!
"Princess!" Niall called, shutting the door behind him.
"Hey Niall," I said greeting him with a kiss.
"Mmm That's nice!" He said smiling laying his forhead against yours, "I love you so much you know that!" He picked me up and twirled me around as I wrapped my legs around his waist.
"I love you too!" I said smothering him with kisses.