Niall Horan Imagines

A Little Too Much...

A Little Too Much by Shawn Mendes
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You're going to be okay.
My mind kept telling me but I knew the truth.
I knew that just one more drop of water would make my glass break and cause a hurricane.
You'll be fine.
Again. I wasn't, but I couldn't let others see that.
To my friends I was the girl who had her whole life planned out, the girl who fought through any challenges that got in her way, the girl who would never break.
I began to pace back and forth in my room, just needing to figure things out the best and only way I knew, alone.
"I can't! I CAN'T!" I subconsciously screamed out of frustration.

Niall rushed into the room seconds later, "(YN), what wrong?" He walked over to me.
"Nothing is wrong Ni, I'm fine, really." I put on the best face I could pull off, but even Niall wasn't buying it.
He placed his index finger under my chin and raised my eyes to meet his gorgeous blue ones.
"Princess you can tell me. Everything is fine." He spoke
Fine, fine, fine. That's all I kept telling myself.
"Everything is not going to be fine! Not even close, I'm falling apart and I - I can't anymore!" I finally broke
My eyes began to bawl, Niall placed his arms around me and I slid down to my knees.
I turned and placed my head on his chest, staining his grey T-shirt with a stream full of tears.
He placed his hand on my hair and began to stroke it soothingly.
"I can't anymore Niall, and I wish I could but I can't!" I said in between cries
"Its okay to cry (YN), I know sometimes it all gets a little too much but I know you'll get through this. I love you." His words were all I needed to hear, he lifted me back up.
As I looked into his eyes I could see the sincerity of all his words and the love he had for me.
He leaned in for a tight hug, he knew I needed.
He pulled away and placed both hands on the outside of mine, rubbing circles into the palm of my hands "I love you so much." I said as I placed a soft kiss to his lips.