Niall Horan Imagines

Second Thoughts (2)...

I decided to go shopping with Lou while Niall was at the studio.
I couldn't get it out of my head that there was still so much I wanted to do.
We decided to go into this little souvenir shop because Lou wanted to buy an Irish key chain.
As we were looking at the key chains I noticed one where it was a magnet, two rings. I guess you could give one to your wife/husband and you could keep one so you would have matching chains.
I began to think about the wedding once again, as I stared down at my engagement ring.
How could I doubt marrying Niall. I love him and this is the right decision.
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I had been home for about an hour cooking dinner.
"Princess?" I heard his voice as he walked in through the door
"In the kitchen Ni." I said loud enough for him to hear me
As he stepped into the kitchen, he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed just below my ear lightly.
"How's my future wife doing?" Did he have to talk about the right now
"I'm fine. How's was your day babe?" I stepped away from his grip and went for some plates.
I noticed his frown at the loss of contact but just shook it off.
"Um. It was good, recorded 3 new songs for the album. Can't wait for you to hear it!" He said excitedly
"That's awesome Niall." I said emotionless
"Are you sure you're fine?" He asked, concerned
"I'm certain. Now sit down so we can eat!" I said trying to sound excited, but totally failing
As we ate I noticed him staring.
"Is there something wrong with the food?" I asked worriedly
"No, no its fine." He grinned

As I was finishing washing dishes he came up behind me once again.
"Ni, do you have any dreams or goals you didn't accomplish but would like too before its too late?" I asked out of no where
"Nope," he giggled at my sudden question, "I got everything Ive ever wanted right here." He said giving my waist a tight squeeze
I smiled at his response and felt guilty for having goals of my own.
"Why, do you?" Niall said breaking me from my thoughts
"Um, yeah...yeah kinda" I whispered
"Well babe, what are they?" He led me to the couch
"Well I've always wanted to travel the world, and explore. There are so many things to do and places to visit!" I began to get excited just thinking about it
"Well, you can still do all those things once we're married. Its gonna be better cause we can do it together!"
He sounded excited
"Yeah." I whispered sending a smile his way and I pecked his cheek
The thing is that maybe I didn't want to do it together
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Two days until the wedding and both mine and Niall's family were helping us get everything ready.
I was more nervous than ever, I could feel the butterfly's building up. My palms began to sweat and I needed to be alone.
I stepped into the backyard breathing in the cool night air.
I sat down on the grass and laid down, looking up at the sky.
The stars looked amazing especially here in Ireland. They shined brighter than ever that night.
I heard footsteps coming my way and realized Niall had laid down beside me
"Needed a break?" He asked
"Yup." I responded
We stayed silent for what felt like 20 but was only 2 minutes, "are you nervous?" I asked him
"Yeah, kind of but its normal. I just can't wait for it all to come true. To be able to call you mine forever. " he leaned in to kiss my temple.
I smiled at his show of affection.
"How about you?" He asked
"Yeah. I feel like time went by so quickly and I can't believe its happening in two days." I let out
He noticed me furrow my eyebrows and frown because he gave me a tight hug.
His smell of cologne and a fresh shower filled my system and I loved it.
"Are you having second thoughts?" He asked out of the blue
"What?" I asked surprised
"You heard me (YN), I've noticed it for the last couple of weeks but I didn't want to say anything. But if you are we need to talk about it." His face went pale.
I didn't know what to say. Should I tell him or just hide it. I mean he knew so there was no more hiding.
"Kind of." I whispered
His face dropped
"Why?" His voice cracked
"I mean its normal right? And there not second thoughts. More like tiny doubts. I mean, I watch you and I see you so excited but I'm scared to death. This is marriage Niall. " I belt out
"I know its marriage (YN) and that's exactly why I'm so excited because that means that I'm going to be with you for the rest of my life. It means that I get to see you everyday, without any worry that you won't be there. It means that we get to love each other forever." He said reaching for my hands as we stood up.
"But Ni-" I could feel the burning sensation in my chest
"Do you not love me?" He asked as he brought my eyes to meet his teary eyed ones
"Of course I do. And I would want nothing more than to be with you for the rest of my life but what if I'm not good enough?" I said a bit louder as I returned my gaze back to the ground and began cry.
That's exactly what its been all along. What if I wasn't good enough? What if Niall decided he didn't want me anymore? What if I screwed up?
"Princess," he lifted my chin up with his index finger, "listen to me. That same thought goes through my head every single day. But I'm willing to take that risk because I know that no matter what you will always be there for me. I know that you love me as much as I love you." He said wiping away a few stray tears off his cheeks
"Thank you." I said as I got on my toed to reach his lips. Our lips attacked each others with as much passion we each had in ourselves.
"I love you." He said into my ear
"I love you more and I can't wait to be Mrs. Horan." I smiled bringing him in once more
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Okay so not my best but I still hope you like it!
Plus has anyone seen Niall in his new glasses. He looks so hot, I swear! But anyways thank you for reading and please vote+ comment what you thought as well as any future requests/ideas ... Bye love ya!
~AusllyDirectioner