Rained Out (Kris Bryant)

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How could she do this to me! On my OFF DAY! Why couldn't she just say that she found someone else or called telling me not to come today, or anything other than what she fricken did! No, I had to find out that she was cheating on me by walking in seeing her on the couch with him! She saw me, and yet she didn't try to stop me as I ran out of the house. She lived five hours away from Chicago. I have driven five hours to find out my girlfriend for a year has been cheating on me the whole time. How am I supposed to get over this?

I was speeding, ten or twenty over, I didn't know. I didn't pay attention since my mind was on other things. I drove around, not really wanting to go back quiet yet, even though I knew that I should start getting back since it was already three.

The thing is when you're driving around not paying any attention where you are at, you can get lost really easy. And that's where I'm at right now, completely lost not knowing where I am going. I didn't even realize when my car ran out of gas on a deserted country road. I was able to inch my ill car to the edge before it finally did die.

Sitting behind the steering wheel, I felt so hopeless that I wept like a baby. I felt no shame in that. It has been raining all day, so it didn't surprise me that it was now pouring down in rain. 'What do I do now?' I couldn't but to think as I pounded my fist onto my steering wheel. I laid my head in frustration on the head rest after ten to twelve hard solid pounds with my fist.

I'm supposed to be in Chicago tomorrow to play the Brewers. I bet that I won't make it there. What will the guys think if I'm not there? Will the miss me? Will anyone make a huge deal if I am gone? I'll be probably dead before anyone finds me, so I have no idea.

I felt so tired from the events from the day that I feel asleep right there in my car, still feeling so helpless and stupid.

I know that this is very short, but I just wanted to give you guys some sort of intro since I had an extremely bad summary. I hope that you guys enjoyed this part. New updates every Sunday or if I decide to post more in a week, but Sunday is defiantly a time to expect a part. I hope that you have a good day, and don't you ever forget that the 2016 CHICAGO CUBS ARE WORLD CHAMPIONS!