"You wanna know why I left?" she asked disturbing my thoughts. I laid back In bed and got comfortable. I couldn't help but picture her naked as I roamed her body freely with my eyes.
"Uh... Yeah. Why? Cause for a while you had me thinking it was the nigga the whole time." I did jealousy peeking through my voice. She looked over at laying there and scooted closer to lay in my chest.
Why, does it always feel like I'm dreaming?
She signed deeply and watched the TV watch her as i did the same.
" Well there was this one person I started to feel for and I don't think they noticed that all. I tried for a long time to get their attention, but they kept treating me like a friend." She paused.
How come i never heard about this friend? I thought watching her curls move as i blew on her hair.
"It hurt, but I let it stay that way. I didn't want to ruin nothing between us so I left with Léon and then ended up finding out years later that he was bad off. They still don't notice me, and I came back for them..." she said now staring up at me in the face as i looked down at her sad eyes.
Christian's words played in my head and I sighed out as his cheesy ass grin came to mind. What the hell man?
" Have you ever told them you like them?" I asked. She shook her hear no.
" just small guestures you know? A kiss here a touch there. it's just that I don't want to set the mood off between us you know?" She said to me. I nodded slowly.
"Right. Same. It's just hard to go through with it." I said. Maybe I should tell her, but she got another nigga to worry about I'm the last thing on her mind right now.
She cuddled close to me and I couldn't help but think about last night. When her lips touched mine. What am I feeling??
"You ever had that feeling like you were doing something wrong? This feels so wrong, but I wanted it. I guess I didn't expect this? From her. I freaked out and rolled out of bed heading for the res-
"This is the closet..." I tell myself heading back the other way as she looked on at me; red-faced.
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