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Thankful

I'd like to say to all the girlXgirl books out there... Keep doing ya thing. 👊💯💯Ill support you and any other LGBT books out there that's getting buzz. I just ask that as this book unfolds you do the same for me. 🙏💯Take into consideration the hearts you actually touch through your words. It means allot more to me when I can actually relate to feelings instead of guns and violence.

Now back to your update... 😇

Candice POV

I walked out of the court room quickly before I could really break down. This shit is tough and too fast for me to handle at once.

I've known him to be her all my life and this here was just a minor setback. It was a touchy subject at first but I had to get it in my head that he grew up the way he couldn't have grown up if he did have his daddy in his life.

We talked it through months before only for Chris to get mad at the fact that I couldn't seem to get his pronouns right.

It's kinda hard but it's sticking at the last minute. As in now.

Now I can actually wrap my head around why Tristan calls Chris daddy. With the stubs of hair growing from his chin. It's been 3 months of him on T and I haven't noticed it as much as Tristan has when they'd be talking randomly while Tristan touched his face in interest of the man his dad was actually becoming.

I don't think Chris understands how big of a change it's been for him as a person but he stuck with the shots and hasn't been as moody as I'd expect until now. He hadn't been going to the therapist as much and I think that's basically what got him off track the day of the incident.

"You good?" That sexy persuasive female voice asked as she sat next to me on the curb. I looked up at her from my tears and nodded wiping away my worries.

"It's hard ya know? We've known each other our whole lives and he's ever been as violent as swatting a fly. Except for that one dude who I can admit now was a complete ass to him. All Tony wanted was from me was what my body has to offer and Chris knew before I could figure it out my damn self." I said shaking my head at how naive I was at 14

"Well, we also know that people will do some crazy ass naive type shit for love. Be grateful he wasn't sentenced​ to what the equivalent of the crime actually is when committed. I saw the girls face." She added feeling bad for Brandi. I shrugged nonchalantly.

I mean, I believe I should be thankful. He'll be locked up with women so there won't be any foul play or beatings from the biologically genetic motherfuckers they call "man".

And he'll be back in time enough to see Tristan's​ progress in school and Aleah's development as well. I just don't wanna have to share those moments in between through pictures with him. I want him to be here.

"Yeah, I guess you right. But you and Cleo though?" I said questioning her choice with a raised eyebrow. We watched each other's silent expressions and bursted out laughing.

"Cleo is.. Cleo." She sighed with a chuckle. "We have our moments of truth in the bedroom​, but I really love her honest. It's refreshing. All these boys tend to lie about who they slept with, how they got us and fail to realize we are not a toy. I don't know about you but being tossed around is not an option for me." She said to me. I smiled and nodded high-fiving her. She sounded she knew what she was talking about. Or she went through it too much to go through it again.

Funny how life works. If it happens enough you began to fix it on your own. Replacing the bad with the good. I guess that's where I went wrong at a younger age. Replacing the good with everything wrong about any situation I ended up in.