Dark Turns To Light: Harry Styles FanFic

Chapter 18

(A/N: sorry for the long wait! I wrote a really long and AMAZING chapter but somehow wattpad was being a bitch and it didn't save... -.- Soooooo.... I wrote it again but it wasn't as good as the first one. Chapter 18 Below!!)

I get my phone back and I reply to Liam's message. Harry is getting dressed for who knows what, probably work. I can't believe he gave me a love bite. I rub the purple circle on the right side of my neck. It comes to mind that I forgot that I applied for a job and got it. Teaching kids to dance. I had a lot if dance classes in my childhood, during high school. (Not going to mention the incident at the bar.)

I got my sweatpants on and a shirt that said 'Swagg' on it and put on some Jordan's. I pack my duffle bag with deodorant, tampons, blah blah blah. I set my phone on my dresser in my room.

I take a look a look at my outfit. And I'm all swagged out. I mentally laugh at my own little comment. I grabbed my duffle bag and went down the steps and went to the door. By the time I got to the door, me and Harry got there at the same time.

"Where do you think you're going?" He asked, furrowing his eyebrows. None of your damn business.

I don't know why I hate Harry right now after wanting to make out with him. I might have bipolar disorder or some shit.

"Work." That was all I said. I didn't need to tell him where I had to go.

"Where?" He asked with his eyebrows still furrowing like a broken bridge. He looked at me straight in the eyes. His green orbs beaming into my brown ones.

"The dance school on 34th." I inform him. He nods his head like he knew exactly where it was. Mental navigator, huh? Nerd.

I twisted the door knob and opened the door, and pulled my keys out if my pocket. I felt large hands grab my forearm and I faced Harry. "Let me take you." I looked at him confusedly. "My job is literally across the street from yours. Let me take you." He said. I nodded in defeat.

I walked to the car and before I opened his black range rover passenger car door, he cuts in front of me to open it for me. Cute.

I get inside and Harry puts his key into the ignition and the engine comes to life. Before I could listen to his alternative rock music I ejected it as fast as I could. I could feel Harry's death glare on me. "I'm sorry but I'm not listening to your alternative rock music." I laugh.

Harry shrugs it off and just drives down the extravagant neighborhood, I swear this place must've costed a fortune.

I put in my CD that I just burned random songs that I love. Music is my life. I really get zoned in, even if the room was burning I wouldn't even notice.(A/N see what I did there?! :D)

The first track plays and it's Clarity by Zedd. Of course I'm going to turn up in this Range Rover. I sing as loud as I can, even though I'm trying to sound really bad I think I sound really good. I start to twerk in my chair just to bother him. But I catch him staring during the stop lights, he just grins. I stop dancing and singing and just watch buildings move while Harry drives. I give up on trying to bother him. I give up! Game Over.

He noticed that I catched him staring at me and I'm just a little embarrassed. He puts his hand on my thigh as he did before. I feel chills running up my body and I want them to go away. But his hands feel so good, and I just don't know what I want. "Are you scared of me?" Harry asked. 'Yes' I tell myself.

"No." I lie. I didn't sound convincing at all. My voice was shaking, and I didn't even look at him in the eye. I can feel his eyes on me right now.

Out of nowhere, Harry steps on the breaks. I leaned forward because of the car. I gasped at Harry's sudden movement. He stopped in the middle of the road. Harry turns off the music playing, he turns to me and grabs my chin and forces me to look at him. My heart drops to the floor.

"Are you scared of me?" He asks again. I don't wanna admit my feelings.

"Yes." I admit. His eyes begin to darken. I can feel my face become pale.

"I can't blame you, I'm a fucking monster. You don't know what I do." He loathes himself and it makes my heart ache to know that this man beats himself up.

"So what? You box, big deal." I defend this mans reputation.

"I almost killed a man at my last match, they said if I ever box at that place ever again, they'll send me to jail." Harry spits. I couldn't form a sentence. He almost killed somebody. Killed.

"I didn't know tha-" I was cut off.

"I didn't tell anyone that story, so you better feel fucking lucky." He said while driving off. I didn't say anything else to him. I was to scared to say anything. I knew he would snap at me. So I decided to keep my mouth shut. I turned the music back up again and I listened to the music again.

If our love is tragedy,

Why are you my remedy?,

If our love is insanity,

Why are you my Clarity?,

"We're here." I nod my head and walk out the range rover and make my way to the front entrance. I was interrupted by a loud honk. I turn around and walk to Harry's car again with an annoyed look on my face.

"What?" I asked, clearly frustrated.

"Didn't hear anything from you." Harry smiled. He's happy, I loved how he'd get happy over stupid things.

I finally realized what this cheeky at the moment boy wanted. "Thanks for the ride. " I giggled.

"Alright, well my job is a crossed the street. See ya." He said and I waved. Harry drove off and I feel darkness inside of me. Like a piece of me was gone. I didn't know what it was.

I turned around to see my new job and I smiled at how excited I was. I was ready.

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OMG!!! Midnight Memories album was leaked and I listened to all of it! To all Directioners who say "if you listen to their leaked songs you're not a Directioner..." #SORRYNOTSORRY

lol and the little mix album salute :)) i know I'm a mess!

vote comment and tell friends and I love you guys that have been supporting me!!!