Date night

1.3

I left apricot to call her ex boyfriend because all of her stuff was at his place. When I left her to call him she looked like she was about to cry, it must be so hard to have to move out of your boyfriends place, especially after you spent so much time and energy looking after them.

Seeing apricot go through something like that made me think, maybe that would happen to Dan and I. What if one day we moved in together but then we got bored of each other and broke up? What if we brake up before we get anywhere near moving in? Just the thought of that brought a tear to my eye. I can't think like that, I have to be optimistic.

I was getting kind of upset so I decided to listen to some troye sivan and look through some of my Instagram comments for positive reinforcement. 'You and your videos have helped me through so much! I cannot tell you how much I love you!' All it took was that one comment to make me feel better, my fans always know how to put a smile on my face.

I turned off my phone and just sat on my bed, with my knees to my chest, listening to Troyes blue neighbourhood. He makes such beautiful music and he's so beautiful, not like an average sort of beauty. An otherworldly one. The same goes for Dan.

Something about dans soft face, warm brown eyes, flawless hair and kind heart made for a winning combination. I haven't met anyone who has taken my breath away as much as Dan has. And it's not just what he does, it's how he does it.

When he looks at me he makes me feel special l, like there's no one else around us. When he hugs me I can feel his loving spirit reach out towards me. It's hard to put into words how perfect he is.

Suddenly my thoughts were interrupted by sobbing, apricots sobbing to be exact. I jumped up and dashed out my room, my headphones still in my ears "apricot, are you ok?" I burst into her room and saw her curled up into the corner crying "h-he was s-so mean!" She sobbed heavily, I rushed to her side and gave her a massive bear hug. "What did he say?" I said in as soft a tone as I could muster "I'm a s-slut according to h-him" oh poor apricot, that's not right. No one should ever be called that.

"Come on, let's listen to some troye" I offered her the right earplug and she took it from me slowly. "Thank you Phil" she sniffed and plugged the single earplug in her ear. As soon as she did the song changed over to Cool and I put my arm around her comfortingly. Music can cure any heartache.

We both sat listening to music for over 30 minutes, it looked like my tactic had worked as apricot wasn't crying any more. "I'm so tired" she yawned and then shut her eyes as she rested her head on the wall next to her. "How about you have a nap in my bed while I sent up your room" she looked over at me with her eyes half open. "Thank you Phil, I don't know what I'd do without you.." she suddenly fell asleep and I decided to take her to my room. I'm not letting her sleep curled up in the corner of a messy room.

I took the earplug out of her ear, wrapped both the left and right earplugs around my phone and shoved it into my pocket. I got onto one knee and put my left hand on the back of her thigh and my right hand on the middle of her back, with all my strength I pushed myself up and after a little wobble I was stable. I took apricot through to my room, making sure I didn't know her head on the door frame and set her down on my bed. I wrapped my duvet around her, closed my curtains, turned off the lights and let her sleep while I finished making her room.

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