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I quickly lifted up the door mat outside the front door and slipped the house keys underneath it for apricot to collect once she gets home, I wasn't going to get up at 3am to let her in.

Once I made it inside I kicked off my shoes and dumped my jacket on the floor, nudging it to the side of the hallway with the tip of my foot. Thankfully Dan had left the heating on before we left so my house was nice and warm, perfect conditions for anime and pizza. I haven't been watching anime a lot lately and must've missed so many episodes of yuri on ice, I wonder how victor and yuri are doing.

I darted to my bedroom and jumped onto my bed, landing face first on my pillows. After laying there doing nothing for 10 seconds I got a text, it's probably Dan wanting to know what I wanted to tell him earlier. I rolled onto my back, sat up and grabbed my phone from my bedside table, it had been charging since we left for Chris's place so it was fully charged. Just how I like it.

Dan💙: what was the thingy u wanted 2 tell me?

Phil☁️: idk if I should tell you😕

Dan💙: please Philly❤️

Phil☁️: ok fine, just cause you called me Philly

Dan💙: thank you Philly

Phil☁️: basically when I went to the loo with Chris he came out the loo rlly quickly and I saw him pulling the sleeves on his jumper down but before he pulled them down all the way I saw blood and scars

Dan💙: crap, r u sure u saw what u saw?

Phil☁️: yeah, the scars were straighter than me

Dan💙: really Phil?

Phil☁️: sorry

Phil☁️: it was probably Charlie that caused it, ya know all that emotional scaring stuff

Dan💙: ok I'll talk to him after apricots gone

Phil☁️: don't let him do anything bad

Dan💙: I won't

Dan💙: bai❤️

Phil☁️: bye love❤️

At least I can properly relax now knowing that Dan and apricot are taking care of Chris, they won't let him hurt himself so long as they are there.

I jumped up off my bed and decided to make some pizza for me and apricot when she comes back. I wonder which she'll prefer, cheese and tomato or pepperoni? I think cheese and tomato would be the safest option. I took the pizza out of its box, took off the plastic sheet that was wrapped around it and slid it into the oven. If there's one thing I know how to cook, it's ready-made pizza.

I really wanted apricot to come back soon, she probably hasn't seen yoi yet and I needed to watch all of it with her, we could fan girl over victor and yuri together while stuffing our faces with pizza.

I wonder if Dan has spoken to Chris yet, probably not as I would've had a text from him by now. I need to stop worrying about Chris, he's going to be fine, if he is self harming then we can sit him down, have a talk with him about it and take him to a therapist who can give him some proper help.

While I was waiting for the pizza to cook I found myself wondering around the flat aimlessly. Picking up random objects, inspecting them and then placing them back down only to keep walking to the next object. I was so bored, I needed to do something to keep me occupied while I wait. I guess I could try tidying up the place, it has gotten a bit messy over the last couple of days.

Or I could mess around and listen to the undertake soundtrack.

Yeah.

I sauntered back into my room, grabbed my phone off my bed, ripped out the charger and opened up my Spotify. I started to play the soundtrack and it made me feel very nostalgic. I started to break it down, still being mindful of my wounds, I began to do the dance the lady did from the body roll music video and it felt really nice to dance shamelessly.

I danced all the way from my room, down the hall, into the living room, back up the hall and into the kitchen which took a total of 10 minutes, meaning that my pizza should've been cooked by now.

I placed my phone on the kitchen counter top and grabbed my oven mitts, safety first and all that jazz. I opened the oven door and was greeted with a wave of burning heat, making me jump back in surprise. Once the wave of heat had passed I reached out for the pizza, making sure I didn't burn myself in the deges of the oven.

I finally managed to pull it out successfully (that's what he said) and dropped it on the cutting board, ready to be sliced. I snatched the pizza cutter from my cutlery draw and started to cut up the pizza like a maniac, going in multiple directions.

Once the pizza had been cut and I had started to settle down in the living room I heard the front door creak open "hey apricot! I made pizza!" I called out to her, a slice of pizza halfway in my mouth "hey Phil! I'll come in, in a minute! I'm just gonna dump my back in my room!" I prepared a place for her on the sofa, hopefully she can tell me what happened after I left.

Sorry to SuchMemebro , you were right about the update schedule😂

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