Crush x Reader One-Shots

Why!? (Part 2)

Part 2 of the previous one shot/ Chapter.

Now, this is the second part on how I feel if you guys don't bother it's okay. I won't mind

=== Start ===

-(Your) Point of View

It's Wednesday November 17. I'm just thinking negative things even though I'm trying to be positive. "Please, it's just.. I'm just paranoid right? But... It doesn't feel like..." I asked when so many questions are inside my head.

It's the form time and my meaning of it, another bothersome day. And the Council meating, "Alright everyone go to the Science Lab for the council meeting!" The Head Girl said announcing.

Then suddenly I feel pain. "Nigh..." I said clenching my hand to my chest, "You okay?" (Best friend) asked me.

"I... Guess so.." I said then she nodded as we go to the Science lab for the council meeting. As we arrived noise comes from the arguing.

"Let's sit at the back" (Best friend name) said. "Alright" I said then we sit in the back then we saw the rest of the council members in my grade and above.

"Where's (Crush name) and (Crush best friend)?" I asked, "They're late again" (Best friend name) said as we remained seated. 

"Oh, (Friend name)" I said, "Heyo... Another boring meeting huh?"  He asked, I nodded. "Alright everyone... Student councils on the right while Prefects left" The Head Girl said as we switch places

"At least I'm not alone" I said chuckling quietly, "Yeah" (Friend name) said, I was just listening to the arguments of the Head Girl and the other council from their problems in class

Then the door opened which is (Crush name) and (Crush best friend name) my face lightened up and in a split second he's with the Head Council. Again....

(Best friend) noticed this and is worried. "Hey, something wrong?" (Friend name) asked, "Y-Yeah I-I'm okay" I stuttered he nodded and goes back to listening. 

After the meeting we left to our next class. "(Best friend)seems like (Crush name) didn't get my attention " I said as we start moving.

"Don't worry he still loves you... I'm here to help" She put her hand on my shoulder and then I try to smile. 

-Major Time Skip.

It's the Dispersal waiting for that miserable moment. "Hey... Don't mind it" (Best friend name) said, 'Hey! But I cant!!' I said in my mind to her kinda that she doesn't hear it.

"I can't take this..." I said then she are noises. "Fine,I'll go talk to him..." (Best friend name) said then she go to (Crush name) explaining why was he with the Head Council all the time. 

Then I saw him dragging the Head Council to me. "Here, she's my sister okay" (Crush  name) said then the Head Council's face looked confused. "W-What!? R-Really!?" I asked

"I never knew you have a sister!?" I asked, "By blood" He said, 'oh gawd.... This is frustrating a bit' I said in my head feeling embarassed and angry a bit

"So this is the girl you keep on talking about??" She asked him, "Yeah, I love her a lot" (Crush name) smiles and I smile a bit. "I'm glad I know the truth now" I said, "But, please don't tell to the head girl" (Crush name) said

She nodded. "I won't, since when you two are together?" She asked, "Since year 5" We both said, "Awe!! I'll be your sister in law!!" she said then I got shocked while (Best friend name) is fan girls in the background. 

"okay I'll be back in duty" She said then the both them leave. I just stand there like... 'What is going on?? I'll have a sister in law!?" I thought in my head

Then (Another best friend) came. "so let's go to practice guys??" She asked, "(Friend name) the others are waiting in the room" She said me and (Best friend nodded" Alright, let's go" I said the we leave but before that I asked The Head Council to gave the permission to leave

And she said yes then we go for dance practice.

Then after the next day, everything comes around. I'm all happy now, Although there's still that feeling inside me. But this time I won't show it

I still saw (Crush name) with the Head council. But my emotions right now is like this....

.... I'm smiling but inside I'm crying... 

I keep on asking my head on what that feeling is...

... I had no idea on how I feel that time...

So I asked (Best friend name) on what is the feeling that I'm feeling right now...

After she gave me informations.... On what I'm feeling I'm not sure about it but...

...it's either Left out, annoyed, Jealous, angry and sad

And that's how I'm feeling today... So, from then on I'm asking questions to myself to understand what I'm feeling at this very moment

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