Crush x Reader One-Shots

Crush x Reader~ Why?!

Okay, before I'll pause this book. This is the chapter before I leave and know how I feel from the past few days... or should I say...

Weeks?

And, Not permanent okay I'll be back soon

=== Start ====

~(Your) Point of View

It's just a normal day in school... Well not really it's just right after school (In my place we call it Dispersal) 

Me, (Best friend name), (Crush best friend) and (Crush name) is there. I feel timid and stiff all of the sudden. "What's wrong?" (Best friend) asked me and looking at me. 

"I-I'm Okay" I said chuckling nervously as she saw (Crush name) coming this way. "Eh (Crush name)~ (Your name) is here~" (Best friend) said smiling and fangirling. 

And (Crush name) just waved at me smiling as he went to his duty spot. "Aye~" (Best friend) said, "Oi (Your name)!" (Crush best friend) calls me, "Yeah what?" I asked

"Go talk to (Crush name) it's been long since you two talked" (Crush best friend) said. "Neh," I said shaking my hand saying no. "Why not??"(Best friend) asked

"You (Crush best friend name), just go to (Crush name) now... your not doing your duty..." I said blank-faced well... acting like one

"Okay shesh" He said then leaves. My duty and the rest of the council members duty are making all the students line up in a straight line and making sure they don't run or overlap the line. 

And... after few minutes. "Hey (Your name) I need to leave kay? My bus will leave" (Best friend) said waving, "Okay..." I said waving dully. 

Then my eyes are concentrating on my duty, but... I haven't seen (Crush name) right after my birthday...

(A/n: Guys, if you haven't read 'Jealousy and hurt' in this book. this is the continuation and my life right now...)

"Alright everyone! Duty finished! You may dismissed" The Head Council said as everyone in the council members leave to their bus and some are own transport. 

I was walking alone that time, but... I realized that (Crush name) was with the Head Council. My feelings start to boil up... instead I just hide it.

So I leave and wait till the next day....

And again for tomorrow, the same moment happened again. "What is going on?" I asked myself starting to tear up, 'Don't girl... don't show it' I thought to myself, 

"(Your name)" A voice can be heard from behind, "Gah! Oh (Best friend) it's only you.." I said looking away, "Oh, what's wrong? why are you sad?" She asked, "Oh it's nothing..." I said lying, "I could tell if your lying or not" She said, 

"Neh, I'll text you why, not feeling or not in the mood right now" I said then I leave. And my I reached home I noticed that (Best friend name) is online then she spam me with messages 

(Best Friend name) & (Your name)

(B/F/N): So... tell me!!

Me: Alright fine... (Crush name) is with the Head council... I've been observing them and they seem close... I'm starting to feel... I don't know...

)B/F/N)" Jealous??

Me: Kinda... Like what happen to that camp... I don't want to see that again, or ever again...

  (B/F/N): You... being... paranoid?

Me: No... You know it hurts a lot?? Okay question... how many weeks I didn't see (Crush name)??

(B/F/N): . . . . . .

Me: Two weeks!! So... *Sigh* I'll tell you the whole story soon... Don't feel like taking...

(B/F/N): Don't worry! The cupid is here to the rescue!

Then after we both went offline. Just thinking about it is making me cringe and feel negative, I'm always positive but when it comes to a situation like this? Never in my whole life that I'm negative...

I'm just laying down my bed thinking... 'Is this okay?' I asked, 'Does he not love me anymore?' I asked again, thinking about it makes me sad and jealous 

"I'm just thinking things... No way it will be happening" I said then I went to sleep, After that by tomorrow

I'm trying to find (Crush name) but I couldn't see him anywhere. "Hey what are you looking for??" (Friend name) asked me, "Oh, nothing.,." I said looking away then I began my search.

"Oh times up, I need to go back to class" I said then after (Best friend name) approaches me, "So... Are you okay? Or not okay?" (Best friend name) asked me.

"Worse" I said then we head to class. And by break time or lunch time. I was at the canteen for my duty then I saw (Crush name) with that Head a Council again

My heart shattered in pieces, he seem to notice me but I quickly ran away. "It's not happening isn't it??" I asked myself going crazy.

"Well... Heh... I'll just see..." I said then I left

-- Time Skip --

After one week right after when (Crush name) arrives at school. On what I observed he's always with that Head Counil having fun. And I can't take it anymore....

I don't even know if I feel right or what I'm feeling right now. Do I still love him? I do but... It doesn't feel the same way as before

So... Throughout the whole time guys... I'm in the dark...

-End-

So, now you know how I feel when it's few days ago. But, there will be the last continuation that I'll publish soon.

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Peace out.