everything happens for ah reason ♥

chapter 26 ♥

- Austin -

than she pulled away, I was so close to having her back, she pulled away & said " Austin you're just my friend, I can't do this anymore I've messed up ah lot & I do love you but I'm not going to cheat on Matthew, you're just ah friend okay? " it hurt me because why wasn't she thinking about all of this when she was kissing Matthew behind my back, I didn't want to argue w/ her but I said okay , w/ ah smirk , I replied " I understand , I need to go w/ my recording artists to make ah new song. " she smiled replying " okay I'll see you later , & text me ? " I smiled nodding my head & I watched her leave.

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- Cristina -

he was leaning in for ah kiss & so was I, I'm just happy i stopped myself from doing what I knew I wanted to do, it felt so right but I knew it was so wrong, he than told me bye because he had to go make another song, I smiled @ him walking away, I looked back . . . ♡

than ah flashback of me & Austin came to me when we were dating, we were in the airport he was walking away & I was standing their crying my eyes out, he turned around & mouthed the words " I love you. " I did the same & than my flashback ended (:

I was staring @ him walking away , I mouthed the words " I love you " I could see ah tear go down his cheek , he mouthed back " I love you too. " I started crying to myself, I finally turned back in the direction I was walking & started running.

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- Austin -

as soon as she started running for it I ran inside busting out in tears because I never got over her, I know deep down inside I'm still in love w/ her & I'll never stop. I heard the door slam hearing Dave run up the stairs, I quickly wiped my tears so he didn't see me crying he walked in to my room , he said " ready to go write that song " I jusy nodded, I walked out, & w/ that we went to the recording studio.

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- Matthew -

finally practice is over , as i was about to head out my bestfriend joey came up to me , & said " where's your girlfriend @? " I replied " she's out w/ Austin " , he looked concerned finally saying " dude are you f*cking nuts that's her ex-boyfriend , she easily cheated on him w/ you, what makes you think she won't cheat on you, plus she's really pretty just think about it bro . " I took in everything he was saying & tried my best to get home as fast as I could. I was stupid , I left her their w/ Austin I finally got home budging into the house to see her @ the kitchen table crying, I walked up to her , worried , I started to say " babe what's wrong? what happened? " she just looked @ me & said " nothing I'm fine . " she was keeping secrets, & I went off " what the f*ck do you mean nothing , your f*cking crying & nothing's f*cking wrong , cristina that's f*cking bullsh*t , I understand your ex-boyfriend is back but I don't want our relationship to end , so what the f*ck did you do? " after I said all that I regretted it because I knew she got scared, more tears were streaming down her face & she ran out.

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- Cristina -

he was yelling @ me & I was so done w/ it , I ran to Austin's hoping to find him because I needed him, I only wanted him & that's it, he wasn't home so I continued just walking, I didn't want to see Matthew after what he just told me, as I was walking I ran into Justin , the guy that pulled ah gun out on me & Austin, ending up shooting my bestfriend Matthew who took ah bullet for Austin, I was scared /.\ he smiled @ me evily , grabbing my arm he said " don't f*cking scream, I have ah gun , I have no problem shooting you, stay f*cking cool got it? " I was scared , I didn't answer him that's when he screamed " I SAID DO YOU F*CKING UNDERSTAND ME? " I jumped replying " yesss f*ck keep your voice down stupid. " I looked @ him, he was shocked I wasn't as scared as he thought I would be, truth is I was terrified but I had to pretend I wasn't scared.