everything happens for ah reason ♥

Chapter 21 ♥

- Cristina -

I ran into the house to see Austin w/ his shirt off , I just walked up to him , he opened his arms , he grabbed me by my waist, I played w/ his hair, his hands trailed up my shirt, he looked me in the eyes " you sure you wanna' do this? " I smiled , nodding for him to keep going, soon enough he went back to my lips , carrying me to the room , laying me down on the bed . ♥

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- Austin -

I woke up next to Cristina in the bed, I realized what we had just done, she was the carrier of my virginity , I was the carrier of hers ♥ she woke up , I looked deep into her dark brown eyes whispering " I love you. " she smiled replying " I love you too. " than the door swung open when we were laying down we looked to see who it was finally gazing away from eachothers eyes it was MATTHEW!

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- Cristina -

I was looking deep into his hazel green eyes , the door swung open, I finally looked away from those gorgeous eyes who drove me crazy to see Matthew standing there w/ tears in his eyes. he dropped his head , & ran out , I didn't care I was leaving Austin there, I got my clothes out quickly slipping them on running after Matthew, he WAS my bestfriend! I saw him running as fast as he could, I couldn't catch up but I didn't care I would run as long as I needed to, I was running from behind me I could hear Austin screaming " CRISTINA " but i didn't look back I kept running to get my bestfriend back.

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- Matthew -

I was just laying down all night thinking about what I had said to Cristina, I didn't mean it I know I didn't , I loved her , after all night of thinking I decided to walk to her house, the door was open so I went inside, going upstairs to her room, I opened the door to see her in her bed w/ Austin, ah million thoughts went through my mind. did she seriously just do it w/ him? I thought she was going to wait years before this happened not 3 fu*king months! no just no I can't even look @ her right now. I bolted out of the room w/ my eyes starting to water, I was running as fast as I could, I didn't know where but I was just going to keep running. I finally thought I was far enough but unfortunately not, Cristina caught up to me, than it started to pour , great this is exactly what I needed, I'm walking in the rain. she got in front of me yelling " Matthew will you wait ah minute? " I just stopped walking , not looking down @ her , I didn't want to have eye - contact w/ her, but than she touched my face making me look down into her eyes, she was crying than she said " Matthew stop , yeauh I did it w/ Austin! he is my boyfriend, & i'm in love w/ him, your my bestfriend well you were until you said you hated me! " I interrupted her before she said another word , I looked back to see Austin standing there, I looked back @ Cristina saying " no stop already you said you were going to wait until you lost your virginity but no you had to wait 3 months for it! I was coming to apologize but after what I just saw it made me realize what ah little hoe you are, I don't want to be your bestfriend , I can find someone better to be my bestfriend, your nothing to me as you can see your worthless, I hate you, I don't want anything to do w/ you, I loved you & I go to your house to see you w/ him! that's perfect , I don't care about you anymore , go back to your boy toy he's waiting for you. " I saw the tears roll down her face , she wasn't ah hoe I was just mad about what I

I saw, she was 17 , & Austin was her first everything now, how could I say all of that to her I realized I just made the biggest mistake of my life.

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- Cristina -

did he really just say all of that to me, he couldn't have meant any of that, tears streamed down my face, I ran into open arms to see Austin looking down @ me saying " there there don't cry babe , I love you , he's mad right now I know he didn't mean any of it I know he didn't trust me he will come back I promise. "