everything happens for ah reason ♥

chapter 27 ♥

- Matthew -

tears streamed down her face, & she said " Matthew I do love you, but I love Austin too , he is my first love , & their is nothing you can do to make me stop loving him, I jumped in front of ah bullet for him, I don't know what to do but all I do know is I'm going to end up being w/ one of you for the rest of my life . " I felt myself about to cry, so I said " I understand your in love w/ him but that wasn't my question do you want to be w/ me or take ah break going back to bestfriends. " she than said " I want to stay w/ you . " I was shocked @ her answer but I was happy w/ her answer, I kissed her finally leaving the room, as I walked out I looked to the side of the door to see Austin standing their crying.

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- Cristina -

I decided to stay w/  Matthew, even though I wanted to be w/ Austin so bad I just couldn't drop Matthew like that, I love both of them but I know deep down inside I'm truly in love w/ Austin, if we end up together in the end than I know that we were truly meant to be together, Matthew kissed me finally leaving the room, as soon as he left about 5 minutes later Austin came walking in, he looked me in the eyes & said " so you chose him? " I looked down than back @ him finally saying " yes , but I have ah reason for that. " he started crying finally saying " but Cristina I'm in love w/ you. " as soon as he said that the doctors came in letting me go & I got out of the bed walking home w/ Austin. as we were walking home i stopped right in my footsteps , i looked into Austin's eyes " i'm in love w/ you too i . . . i only chose Matthew because i didn't think it was right for me to just drop him in a blink of an eye. " /-\ Austin got way closer than i expected he looked into my eyes , he cupped my face & slowly moved in to kiss me & permission granted i kissed back <3  what was i doing, would i rather cheat on Matthew or !? i don't even know anymore.

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-  Matthew -

i was wondering  where Cristina was , i walked over to her house to see Austin & Cristina. I knew they weren't done w/ eachother , i f*cking knew it i looked down & back @ Cristina they were still kissing , not knowing i was watching. i than spoke up " i knew it , we're done just stay w/ him , i made this easier on both of us, we're JUST friends but YOUR his girl NOT mine ! " tears streamed down my face , i couldn't take it.

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- Cristina -

i pulled apart from Austin & heard everything Matthew had to say, i watched him walk away i didn't even know what to say , i felt terrible for what i had just done . i pulled away from Austin , he grabbed my wrist & i screamed " NO LEAVE ME ALONE ! I NEED A BREAK FROM YOU & MATTHEW ! GIVE ME SPACE ! " Austin's eyes got wide & he replied " fine i'll stay away from you. " he walked away, i fell down & started crying into my knees.

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- Austin -

i wasn't going to stand their & let her just yell @ me , i told her i'd stay away from her but i don't want to hear her bitch when i get a new girlfriend , i don't need her bullshit. i love her & everything but i'm not going to fucking have it this time. I needed to take my stress out , i decided to go to Camila's house, i had just met her but i would be getting far w/ her tonight. i walked to her door & knocked hoping she was awake , it was 11pm & she answered . ♡

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- Camila -

Austin knocked on my door , luckily i had been awake watching Halloween i opened my door " hey Austin, what're you doing here? " /.\ he said " for this. " pressing his lips up against mine .

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- Austin -

she asked what i was doing , i just said " for this. " pressing my lips against hers she didn't pull away so that was a good sign , i made my way inside picking her up as she wrapped her legs around my body, i carried her up the stairs finding her bedroom. our lips moved in sync but i didn't feel a god damn thing. i took her shirt off , sliding down her shorts , she lifted my shirt up over my head she went down my body reaching my jeans as she unbuttoned them. i let her , as i slid off her underwear , she lowered my boxers & i went down her neck w/ my lips exploring every inch of her i went back to her lips & slid into her. as i slid into her , the ringtone i had for Cristina came on . i stopped what i was doing , i got dressed & answered " hello ? "

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- Cristina -

i loved Austin , why did i chase him away!? i called him , waiting for an answer , when he finally did he was out of breath " i'm so sorry , please come see me ? " ❤

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i think im'a end this story guys , should i? & i'm sorry it's been forever since i updated but i want to make a new story of what i've really been through w/ my first love should i? ❤