goldfish

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Everything is too much the same

I'm a goldfish, round and round in my bowl

With a fake plant and the distorted world behind glass

Not a glimmer of happiness to my name

I'm no longer shimmering gold

Loneliness has turned me sickly and gray 

I wonder if today will be different

It isn't 

It never is

Every thing is too much the same

I'm a broken record, round and round again

With the same song echoing in my head

In an empty room, I play, ashamed

I'm no longer high-tech and brilliant

Misuse has turned be broken and useless

I wonder if tomorrow will be blessed

God's apology

It isn't

It never is

Every thing is too much the same

Patterns, the same patterns, again and again

On repeat, same edition, different colors

My heart has lost its flame

I'm no longer full of hopes and dreams

They're downed in the droning

Monotony owning

My every day

But wait! I am a goldfish

Sickly and gray

What more is there to lose?

What comes after today

If I sit still?

The same old, same old,

Same. 

It is up to me to make a change

Now I'm a goldfish,

Heaving on the countertop,

Flailing and fighting 

And dying.

At least it's different. 

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