against me

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I just want it all to stop

If only for a second

Only for a second so I can lie back and breathe

Because I'm stressing out

And I think I'm going out

I think I'm going out of my mind

I'm falling apart

And the threads of my heart

The threads of my heart are tugging me apart

I put my earbuds in

And I listen to sad songs

I listen to sad songs and they only make me cry

But I don't mind

That I'm crying

I'm crying for for them instead of me

I don't mind

But then I think about

Then I think about how I'm the only one who deserves my tears

The world doesn't deserve to know

Why I'm crying

But I'll let it know anyways

I'm not crying for the sad songs

I'm crying because the world

Is just folding in on me

While around me others succeed

I don't know what to think

My own world has turned

Against me. 

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