School was finally over, and I still had major anxiety problems going on.
There were so many questions going through my head.
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of my phone.
I read the screen that said "New Text-Message from Niall."
More anxiety went through my body, as I clicked view.
"You know I saw, right? We all did.."
WAS HE REALLY TRYING TO MAKE ME CRY RIGHT NOW? CAUSE IT'S WORKING!
I texted back, "Yeah, I know. So what do you have to say about it?"
That wasn't as bad as I thought but, it can only get worse.
"I want to help you.. We all do."
When he said that, there was a little spark of hope. Then I remembered that nobody cares, all they want to do is make you believe they do.
All hope went away.
I didn't reply to his text. I couldnt.
I went to get my dinner down from the kitchen. My mom had cooked meatloaf.
Oh, how much I love you meatloaf.
But, I couldn't eat it.
My dinner for tonight would be just a simple bottle of water. Maybe a banana.
I quickly rushed back to my room, and ate the banana. I drank the whole bottle on water in less than a minute, so I would get full off of it.
My phone rang. I looked to see that it was an unknown number.
Should I answer? That's where I made a mistake.
Hello?
Alexia..
Who is this?
It's Liam, Niall told us-
That's when I hung up.
They tried to call back but, I declined.
I shut my phone off soon after.
Why won't they just leave me alone?
I don't want there help, I'm perfectly fine.
I lifted my sleeve up, and realized that I'm not fine.
I ran my finger over my healing scars. It's not good, that I hate the healing process.
In that moment, jumped off my bed and opened my dresser drawer.
8 pieces of shiny metal. I picked the smallest one, to make the deepest cuts.
"I've missed you." I whisper to the blade.
It's only been 3 days but, that's long for me.
I quickly locked my bedroom door, and leaned my back against it.
I cut 15 slits into my wrist, and watched the blood drizzle down.
That was the best feeling ever.
I quickly cleaned up the blood, and put the blades back.
"I'll clean those later." I thought to myself.
That's when there was a knock at the door.
I ran back downstairs, to open it.
"You have to be fucking kidding me!" I yelled, when I saw who it was.
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5 Guardian Angels
FanfictionAlexia was a great student. Didn't have many friends and had some serious problems ever since her ex-boyfriend Drew broke her heart. Can these 5 boys fix it?