A Jackass Life. (A Bam Margera Love story)

Blue eyes i've come to hate

Chapter dedicated to maineshorty20

It had been a month since the ending of filming. All of the guys and me had to keep in touch with Jeff cause of the way they were editing this movie.

We each had to go into the office at some point. Some other than the others actually.
I thankfully haven't seen bam except for maybe once or twice.
He hasn't spoken to me, everytime he looks like he is about to, it's always my time to leave. And that's what I do, I leave.

Me and Jared? We're just friends. I explained everything in a much better way I think, and we've both agreed to just be close friends.
I've met the band, and he's told me about some of the movies he's down and we've just gotten to to know each other better than I could have ever expected.

Don't get me wrong, Jared is amazing. But Bam fucked me over. And with him and been my first boyfriend ever, and the fact he took my virginity, just kinda made things hard.

I was walking into the office just after getting off the phone with Jeff.
They didn't need me for anything to serious today. Just the usual conference for editing.

"Hey Jeff" I stated while walking into his office.
"Hey" he replied. He was on the computer going through the clips.
He pulled up all the clips of me, or involving me.

Rewatching them all to see the best ones, kinda brought a pain to my chest. I was in Quetta few skits with Bam.
Seeing as how we were rewatching all of them, I had to see him. The way he used to be. Not the asshole we had turned out to be.
However, from his recent pictures and things that I had seen, he liked to be doing perfectly fine with himself.
He looked cleaner.

He shaved, he looked as if he had bathed himself finally, and he didn't look mopey at all. He looked like he did when I first joined the crew.
I'm glad he had gotten better.
Wasn't i?

I shook my head and focused back on helping Jeff with the clips.

He had apparently called the other guys in to help with his editing process.

They had just gotten to the office when I got done helping Jeff with my clips.

I greeted  Knoxville, pontius, Steve-O, and Ryan Dunn before seeing a person I dredded come in the door.

Bam..

He looked at me and gave me a sad smile. I kept my mouth at a thin, emotionless line.

"I'm gonna get going Jeff." He nodded as I turned around
"Call me if you need me"
"Aww, leaving so soon?" Said Knoxville.
I rolled my eyes at him and smiled.

I walked out the door and got halfway to my car when I realized I had forgotten my hoodie.

I walked back into the office and saw that the guys aside from Pontus and Preston were gone from the couch watching Jeff.

I saw my hoodie on the chair and grabbed it, hurrying to put it over my cold torso and walking back the way to my car.
Someone pulled my hood over my hard and grabbed my arms, making me trip over someone.
"Ouch" I heard wee-man say and I knew then that he was who i tripped over. "Let me go" I yelled feeling someone grab my legs and arms and not letting me go.
I was tossed onto a cold surface.
And seeing all the light in the room disappear.
"Great, now they've put you in here too" said someone who I guessed automatically.

He helped me up and I was faced with the blue eyes I've come to hate.
Bam's blue eyes.