A Jackass Life. (A Bam Margera Love story)

Golden God awards.

I was laying in bed after Bam had just left to go meet up with Kat.
She seemed to be more important than me. I was so tired of the lies.

Why wouldn't he just tell me they were together instead of just leading me on?
It would be so much easier on all of us.
Kat and Bam could have each other. They seem to want each other so much. Than fuck it.

I was tired of having so many emotions for him. I was done with be mad and angry at him. I was done feeling like a second choice.

This is why I always stuck to myself. Never really having freinds and never getting into relationships.

Bam wanted Kat? And Kat wanted Bam? Fine.

I layed in bed watching tv for the majority of the day. Stopping between movies and shows to take a quick shower and went out to get food.

Deciding on something small.
I picked up some chicken wings, and went on my was back to the hotel.

I had a feeling bam wouldn't be there.
Probably for the entire night, or at least for most of it.

I got back to the hotel, walking up to my room and going inside. The guys were probably at a bar and I wasn't very interested in going at the moment.

I turned on the tv after getting settled into some more comfortable clothes.
Sweat pants and a hoodie.

I turned on the tv and started to eat.
Going through channel after endless channel.
Waiting and hoping for something interesting to show up on the screen in front of me.

But nothing was on.
I went back and forth between a few channels until the clock changed to 10:00.

An award show came on.
The Golden gods awards.

It seemed interesting enough.
I settled with watching that for a while. Watching as most of the bands I listened to walked down the red carpet.

Then seeing Kat walk the red carpet.

I was baffled by the least.
Bam soon following behind her.

"What the fuck" I yelled.

I was angry. I know I shouldn't have been. But I was.

After all, he technically was still my boyfriend. He was just a dick.

I felt stupid for fucking him in the shower last night.

I knew it wouldn't change anything.

I watched the awards and got furious  every time I saw Bam or Kat.

They had plenty of Cameo's during the show.
Bam and Kat sat at a table together with my favorite band. Motionless in white.

Why couldn't he just stop all of this bullshit?
Does he seriously not realize how pissed off it makes me?

If he doesn't break up with me, than fine.
I'll break up with him myself.
This was gonna be what I had to do.

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Sorry it's a short chapter. I've been busy with school and other fan fictions on my other site accounts.