A Jackass Life. (A Bam Margera Love story)

The sting of rejection

What the he'll did I do?
Did I do something wrong?
I was just messing around, why was he so mad at me? Was he mad at me?
I walked to my room and closed the door. My body falling to the floor as it was against the door.

I was just rejected...
He seriously just rejected me.
The guy I have feelings for just rejected me.  I mean, he didn't know how i felt but still.
Well shit. What was I supposed to do now?
My head fell into my hands.
"Why did I just get rejected?"
I sighed. "What did I do wrong?"

I'm 23 and have never had a boy friend, haven't ever had sex. Hell, I've only made out with 2 people. And one doesn't count cause it was girl. I experimented.

Fuck my life right now.
Rejection was a bitch, and I was feeling the sting right about now.

* Bam's P.O.V*
What the hell was wrong with me?
I just fuvking rejected Riley.  Fuck.

Now she probably hates me, and thinks I'm not into her at all.
And that not even remotely the truth.
Fucking shit.
I just didn't wanna do something with her just to play it as a game.
Or have her regret it later.
I gotta fix this.
I got up from my bed. Mentally thanked that my boner was gone.
I opened my door, determined to fix what stupid mistake I had just done, but I came face to face with Knoxville.

"Woah, I was just coming to get you. Party is starting, and you need to get your ass down here." Knoxville said.

I nodded.
"I'll be down in a second, I'm just gonna go tell Riley."
I said trying to walk to Riley's room.
"You don't have to. I told Jukka to do it." I heard Knoxville say and I turned to look down the hall and saw Jukka and Riley laughing outside of Riley's door.
I knew I fucked up bad.
I walked down the stairs with Knoxville behind me and grabbed a shot, and chugged it fast.
Tonight was a night, I don't plan on remembering.

*Riley's p.o.v*

I was laying in bed trying to sleep, but I couldn't.
I just kept thinking about Bam rejecting me.

I sat up and grabbed my book from the nightstand and started to read a bit.
A knock on my door sounded not long after, "who is it?" I said sounding not so cheerful.

"It's Jukka" the person on the other side of my door said.
The Finland? Why would he be at my door?

I got up from the bed and opened the door to see a smiling, attractive, tall Finland guy looking down at me.
"Yeah?" I said kinda confused.
"We're having a party, and as the guest of the house, I require everyone to party. Including beautiful girls like yourself." He said smiling a really nice smile at me.
He was smooth with his charm.
But I remembered Bam. The rejection.
And I was gladly in use of a drink.
I smiled and laughed at Jukka, and agreed to party with them.

I grabbed my glasses off of the dresser and put them on, and walked with Jukka down to the living room where all the guys were.
My eyes scanned the room and my heart beat went rapid when my eyes laid on Bam who was sitting next to Jarpi on the couch.

I went to the kitchen and made myself a drink.
Jack Daniels.
I walked back into the living room and Jukka put his arm around me. In a friendly way. I think
Even if it wasn't, it's not like I had a boyfriend or anything.
I sighed.

"What's wrong with you?" Steve-o asked me walking towards me.
I shrugged it off.
A few of the guys looked at me.
"Look who finally came out of her room" said Knoxville coming up and giving me a hug.
I laughed a bit.
"Shut up. I wasn't in there all day" I said jokingly punching him in the shoulder.
And after Knoxville walked away, I saw Bam looking at me.
I looked at the floor, and when i looked back up, he has turned back do whatever Jarpi was saying.
I looked up at Jukka, and he looked down at me smiling. And then he turned back to Ryan and started talking to him again.

'I guess it's just Bam that didn't want me' I thought and chugged my drink, going into the kitchen to get another and ended up doing shot after shot with Knoxville, and having a competition.
I wasn't a light weight at all, but I had been taking shots of something I had never had before.
"What is this?" I asked.
Jukka answered.
"Finland vodka."
I furrowed my eyebrows.
"This shit is strong. But it's good" I said laughing.
"Do you wanna quit and say I won or do you wanna keep going?" Asked Knoxville laughing at me. 
"I've never been a quiter" I said downing a shot and making all the Guys laugh at me and cheered me on. Bam lightly chuckled at me.

Knoxville and I kept on with the shot competition until he stopped cause he was to drunk. I wasn't far behind, but I still has enough since to know what was going on.

We all laughed at Knoxville trying to pee on Wee-man and them 2 running around the house.
I got up from the bar stool and almost fell.
Thankfully Jukka was there to help me stand up straight.
"Maybe I need to stay off my feet" I laughed.
"Probably a good idea for a little bit" he laughed and sat next to me after he made sure I was okay.

"So, Jukka,  what brings you here?" I asked.
I was a bit drunk, and I didn't know what's else to say.
"Well, for starters, we're gonna do a few skits with you guys for the movie, plus me and Bam are pretty good friends."
I nodded. "That should be fun. How long are you guys staying for?" Hopefully. It usually is.and for a week or two." He laughed. "But I must say, I wasn't expecting a gorgeous girl like you to be in jackass. Let alone any girl honestly. Most girls wouldn't even try the stunts we do." He said making conversation. I smiled at him for calling me gorgeous.
The only problem was that he wasn't the one I wanted to hear it from.
None the less, I had just been rejected, and Jukka was cute as hell, and I didn't mind the company. I smiled.
"Well, I'm not most girls" I said to him smirking and taking a sip from my Jagermiehgster.
We both laughed and continued on with our conversation intil I was almost hammered.
All the guys except for me, Bam, Steve-O and Ryan had passed out somewhere in the house.
I came to the kitchen and found Ryan.
"Want coffee?" He asked.
I nodded eagerly. "Please" I said as I sat down at the kitchen island.

He poured me a cup of coffee and handed it to me.
"Thank you" I said and he smiled.
"My head is killing me"
"Well at least you arent totally drunk" said Ryan laughing and trying to make me feel better.
"True" I agreed laughing.

Bam staggered into the kitchen drunk as hell.
He started talking about nonsense and I decided to take him up to his room
"You need a hand?" asked Ryan. I shook my head.
"Nahh, I got him. I'm gonna make sure he's in bed and then I think I'm gonna go to bed too." Ryan nodded.
"Goodnight Ry. "
"Goodnight Ryan" I said putting Bam's arm over my shoulder and helping him walk.
"Thank you Ry" he said drunkenly.
I rolled my eyes and came to a stop at his door.
As I went to open it, I saw Knoxville on Bam's bed sleeping like a baby and Pontius and Dave asleep on Bam's floor.

I sighed.
"My room it is than." I said as I walked to my room.
"I'm so glad I lock my door" I said unlocking and opening it.
I helped Bam lay down on one side of my bed and put the covers over him. I closed my door and then took off my pants.
I had my hoodie on, but pants were annoying for me when I tried to sleep.

I climed under the covers and tried to fall asleep, but my mind was cluttered.
I rolled over to face Bam and his eyes opened slowly.
"You're pretty" he slurred. I rolled my eyes and chuckled
"Go to sleep Bam." I said and his eyes closed again and his arm wrapped itself around my waist. soon I heard the quiet snores of Bam, and thought, 'totally how I wasn't planning on spending my night. I didn't think I would get rejected, hit on by a Finland guy, get drunk, keep getting hit on, and then wind up sleeping on the same bed as the guy who rejected me earlier'
"Yeah, totally how I wanted to spend my night" I said sarcastically as I rolled my eyes and drifted into sleep.